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is not probable. I think you must be deceived so far.

I am very sorry for Mr. Morland--sorry that anyone you

love should be unhappy; but my surprise would be greater

at Frederick`s marrying her than at any other part of the story. "

" It is very true, however; you shall read

James`s letter yourself. Stay-- There is one part--"

recollecting with a blush the last line.

" Will you take the trouble of reading to us

the passages which concern my brother? "

" No, read it yourself, " cried Catherine, whose second

thoughts were clearer. " I do not know what I was

thinking of" (blushing again that she had blushed before);

" James only means to give me good advice. "

He gladly received the letter, and, having read

it through, with close attention, returned it saying,

" Well, if it is to be so, I can only say that I am sorry

for it. Frederick will not be the first man who has

chosen a wife with less sense than his family expected.

I do not envy his situation, either as a lover or a son. "

Miss Tilney, at Catherine`s invitation, now read

the letter likewise, and, having expressed also her

concern and surprise, began to inquire into Miss Thorpe`s

connections and fortune.

" Her mother is a very good sort of woman, "

was Catherine`s answer.

" What was her father? "

" A lawyer, I believe. They live at Putney. "

" Are they a wealthy family? "

" No, not very. I do not believe Isabella has any

fortune at all: but that will not signify in your family.

Your father is so very liberal! He told me the other day

that he only valued money as it allowed him to promote the

happiness of his children. " The brother and sister looked

at each other. " But, " said Eleanor, after a short pause,

" would it be to promote his happiness, to enable him

to marry such a girl? She must be an unprincipled one,

or she could not have used your brother so. And how

strange an infatuation on Frederick`s side! A girl who,

before his eyes, is violating an engagement voluntarily

entered into with another man! Is not it inconceivable,

Henry? Frederick too, who always wore his heart so proudly!

Who found no woman good enough to be loved! "

" That is the most unpromising circumstance,

the strongest presumption against him. When I think

of his past declarations, I give him up. Moreover, I have

too good an opinion of Miss Thorpe`s prudence to suppose

that she would part with one gentleman before the other

was secured. It is all over with Frederick indeed! He is

a deceased man--defunct in understanding. Prepare for your

sister-in-law, Eleanor, and such a sister-in-law as you must

delight in! Open, candid, artless, guileless, with affections

strong but simple, forming no pretensions, and knowing no disguise. "

" Such a sister-in-law, Henry, I should delight in, "

said Eleanor with a smile.

" But perhaps, " observed Catherine, " though she has

behaved so ill by our family, she may behave better

by yours. Now she has really got the man she likes,

she may be constant. "

" Indeed I am afraid she will, " replied Henry;

" I am afraid she will be very constant, unless a baronet

should come in her way; that is Frederick`s only chance.

I will get the Bath paper, and look over the arrivals. "

" You think it is all for ambition, then? And,

upon my word, there are some things that seem very like it.

I cannot forget that, when she first knew what my father

would do for them, she seemed quite disappointed that it

was not more. I never was so deceived in anyone`s character

in my life before. "

" Among all the great variety that you have known

and studied. "

" My own disappointment and loss in her is very great;

but, as for poor James, I suppose he will hardly ever

recover it. "

" Your brother is certainly very much to be pitied

at present; but we must not, in our concern for

his sufferings, undervalue yours. You feel, I suppose,

that in losing Isabella, you lose half yourself: you feel

a void in your heart which nothing else can occupy.

Society is becoming irksome; and as for the amusements

in which you were wont to share at Bath, the very idea

of them without her is abhorrent. You would not,

for instance, now go to a ball for the world. You feel

that you have no longer any friend to whom you can speak

with unreserve, on whose regard you can place dependence,

or whose counsel, in any difficulty, you could rely on.

You feel all this? "

" No, " said Catherine, after a few moments` reflection,

" I do not--ought I? To say the truth, though I am hurt

and grieved, that I cannot still love her, that I am

never to hear from her, perhaps never to see her again,

I do not feel so very, very much afflicted as one would have thought. "

" You feel, as you always do, what is most to the credit

of human nature. Such feelings ought to be investigated,

that they may know themselves. "

Catherine, by some chance or other, found her spirits

so very much relieved by this conversation that she could

not regret her being led on, though so unaccountably,

to mention the circumstance which had produced it.

CHAPTER 26

From this time, the subject was frequently canvassed

by the three young people; and Catherine found,

with some surprise, that her two young friends were

perfectly agreed in considering Isabella`s want

of consequence and fortune as likely to throw great

difficulties in the way of her marrying their brother.

Their persuasion that the general would, upon this

ground alone, independent of the objection that might

be raised against her character, oppose the connection,

turned her feelings moreover with some alarm towards herself.

She was as insignificant, and perhaps as portionless,

as Isabella; and if the heir of the Tilney property had

not grandeur and wealth enough in himself, at what point

of interest were the demands of his younger brother to

rest? The very painful reflections to which this thought

led could only be dispersed by a dependence on the effect

of that particular partiality, which, as she was given

to understand by his words as well as his actions,

she had from the first been so fortunate as to excite

in the general; and by a recollection of some most generous

and disinterested sentiments on the subject of money,

which she had more than once heard him utter, and which

tempted her to think his disposition in such matters

misunderstood by his children.

They were so fully convinced, however, that their

brother would not have the courage to apply in person

for his father`s consent, and so repeatedly assured her

that he had never in his life been less likely to come

to Northanger than at the present time, that she suffered

her mind to be at ease as to the necessity of any sudden

removal of her own. But as it was not to be supposed

that Captain Tilney, whenever he made his application,

would give his father any just idea of Isabella`s conduct,

it occurred to her as highly expedient that Henry should

lay the whole business before him as it really was,

enabling the general by that means to form a cool

and impartial opinion, and prepare his objections

on a fairer ground than inequality of situations.

She proposed it to him accordingly; but he did not

catch at the measure so eagerly as she had expected.

" No, " said he, " my father`s hands need not be strengthened,

and Frederick`s confession of folly need not be forestalled.

He must tell his own story. "

" But he will tell only half of it. "

" A quarter would be enough. "

A day or two passed away and brought no tidings

of Captain Tilney. His brother and sister knew not what

to think. Sometimes it appeared to them as if his silence

would be the natural result of the suspected engagement,

and at others that it was wholly incompatible with it.

The general, meanwhile, though offended every morning by

Frederick`s remissness in writing, was free from any real

anxiety about him, and had no more pressing solicitude

than that of making Miss Morland`s time at Northanger

pass pleasantly. He often expressed his uneasiness on

this head, feared the sameness of every day`s society

and employments would disgust her with the place,

wished the Lady Frasers had been in the country,

talked every now and then of having a large party

to dinner, and once or twice began even to calculate

the number of young dancing people in the neighbourhood.

But then it was such a dead time of year, no wild-fowl,

no game, and the Lady Frasers were not in the country.

And it all ended, at last, in his telling Henry one morning

that when he next went to Woodston, they would take him

by surprise there some day or other, and eat their mutton

with him. Henry was greatly honoured and very happy,

and Catherine was quite delighted with the scheme.

" And when do you think, sir, I may look forward to this

pleasure? I must be at Woodston on Monday to attend the

parish meeting, and shall probably be obliged to stay two

or three days. "

" Well, well, we will take our chance some one

of those days. There is no need to fix. You are not

to put yourself at all out of your way. Whatever you

may happen to have in the house will be enough.

I think I can answer for the young ladies making allowance

for a bachelor`s table. Let me see; Monday will be

a busy day with you, we will not come on Monday;

and Tuesday will be a busy one with me. I expect my

surveyor from Brockham with his report in the morning;

and afterwards I cannot in decency fail attending the club.

I really could not face my acquaintance if I stayed

away now; for, as I am known to be in the country,

it would be taken exceedingly amiss; and it is a rule

with me, Miss Morland, never to give offence to any of

my neighbours, if a small sacrifice of time and attention

can prevent it. They are a set of very worthy men.

They have half a buck from Northanger twice a year;

and I dine with them whenever I can. Tuesday, therefore,

we may say is out of the question. But on Wednesday,

I think, Henry, you may expect us; and we shall be with

you early, that we may have time to look about us.

Two hours and three quarters will carry us to Woodston,

I suppose; we shall be in the carriage by ten; so, about a

quarter before one on Wednesday, you may look for us. "

A ball itself could not have been more welcome

to Catherine than this little excursion, so strong

was her desire to be acquainted with Woodston;

and her heart was still bounding with joy when Henry,

about an hour afterwards, came booted and greatcoated into

the room where she and Eleanor were sitting, and said,

" I am come, young ladies, in a very moralizing strain,

to observe that our pleasures in this world are always

to be paid for, and that we often purchase them at a

great disadvantage, giving ready-monied actual happiness

for a draft on the future, that may not be honoured.

Witness myself, at this present hour. Because I am

to hope for the satisfaction of seeing you at Woodston

on Wednesday, which bad weather, or twenty other causes,

may prevent, I must go away directly, two days before I

intended it. "

" Go away! " said Catherine, with a very long face.

" And why? "

" Why! How can you ask the question? Because no time

is to be lost in frightening my old housekeeper out of

her wits, because I must go and prepare a dinner for you,

to be sure. "

" Oh! Not seriously! "

" Aye, and sadly too--for I had much rather stay. "

" But how can you think of such a thing, after what

the general said? When he so particularly desired you

not to give yourself any trouble, because anything would do. "

Henry only smiled. " I am sure it is quite

unnecessary upon your sister`s account and mine.

You must know it to be so; and the general made such a

point of your providing nothing extraordinary: besides,

if he had not said half so much as he did, he has

always such an excellent dinner at home, that sitting

down to a middling one for one day could not signify. "

" I wish I could reason like you, for his sake and my own.

Good-bye. As tomorrow is Sunday, Eleanor, I shall not return. "

He went; and, it being at any time a much simpler

operation to Catherine to doubt her own judgment than

Henry`s, she was very soon obliged to give him credit

for being right, however disagreeable to her his going.

But the inexplicability of the general`s conduct dwelt

much on her thoughts. That he was very particular in

his eating, she had, by her own unassisted observation,

already discovered; but why he should say one thing

so positively, and mean another all the while,

was most unaccountable! How were people, at that rate,

to be understood? Who but Henry could have been aware

of what his father was at?

From Saturday to Wednesday, however, they were now

to be without Henry. This was the sad finale of every

reflection: and Captain Tilney`s letter would certainly come

in his absence; and Wednesday she was very sure would be wet.

The past, present, and future were all equally in gloom.

Her brother so unhappy, and her loss in Isabella so great;

and Eleanor`s spirits always affected by Henry`s absence!

What was there to interest or amuse her? She was tired of

the woods and the shrubberies--always so smooth and so dry;

and the abbey in itself was no more to her now than any

other house. The painful remembrance of the folly it

had helped to nourish and perfect was the only emotion

which could spring from a consideration of the building.

What a revolution in her ideas! She, who had so longed

to be in an abbey! Now, there was nothing so charming

to her imagination as the unpretending comfort of a

well-connected parsonage, something like Fullerton,

but better: Fullerton had its faults, but Woodston probably

had none. If Wednesday should ever come!

It did come, and exactly when it might be reasonably

looked for. It came--it was fine--and Catherine trod

on air. By ten o`clock, the chaise and four conveyed

the two from the abbey; and, after an agreeable drive

of almost twenty miles, they entered Woodston, a large

and populous village, in a situation not unpleasant.

Catherine was ashamed to say how pretty she thought it,

as the general seemed to think an apology necessary for

the flatness of the country, and the size of the village;

but in her heart she preferred it to any place she had ever

been at, and looked with great admiration at every neat

house above the rank of a cottage, and at all the little

chandler`s shops which they passed. At the further end

of the village, and tolerably disengaged from the rest of it,

stood the parsonage, a new-built substantial stone house,

with its semicircular sweep and green gates; and, as they

drove up to the door, Henry, with the friends of his solitude,

a large Newfoundland puppy and two or three terriers,

was ready to receive and make much of them.

Catherine`s mind was too full, as she entered

the house, for her either to observe or to say a

great deal; and, till called on by the general for her

opinion of it, she had very little idea of the room

in which she was sitting. Upon looking round it then,

she perceived in a moment that it was the most comfortable

room in the world; but she was too guarded to say so,

and the coldness of her praise disappointed him.

" We are not calling it a good house, " said he.

" We are not comparing it with Fullerton and Northanger--we

are considering it as a mere parsonage, small and confined,

we allow, but decent, perhaps, and habitable; and altogether

not inferior to the generality; or, in other words,

I believe there are few country parsonages in England half

so good. It may admit of improvement, however. Far be

it from me to say otherwise; and anything in reason--a

bow thrown out, perhaps--though, between ourselves,

if there is one thing more than another my aversion,

it is a patched-on bow. "

Catherine did not hear enough of this speech to understand

or be pained by it; and other subjects being studiously

brought forward and supported by Henry, at the same time that

a tray full of refreshments was introduced by his servant,

the general was shortly restored to his complacency,

and Catherine to all her usual ease of spirits.

The room in question was of a commodious,

well-proportioned size, and handsomely fitted up as

a dining-parlour; and on their quitting it to walk round

the grounds, she was shown, first into a smaller apartment,

belonging peculiarly to the master of the house, and made

unusually tidy on the occasion; and afterwards into what

was to be the drawing-room, with the appearance of which,

though unfurnished, Catherine was delighted enough even

to satisfy the general. It was a prettily shaped room,

the windows reaching to the ground, and the view

from them pleasant, though only over green meadows;

and she expressed her admiration at the moment with

all the honest simplicity with which she felt it.

" Oh! Why do not you fit up this room, Mr. Tilney? What

a pity not to have it fitted up! It is the prettiest

room I ever saw; it is the prettiest room in the world! "

" I trust, " said the general, with a most satisfied smile,

" that it will very speedily be furnished: it waits only for

a lady`s taste! "

" Well, if it was my house, I should never sit

anywhere else. Oh! What a sweet little cottage there is

among the trees--apple trees, too! It is the prettiest cottage! "

" You like it--you approve it as an object--it is enough.

Henry, remember that Robinson is spoken to about it.

The cottage remains. "

Such a compliment recalled all Catherine`s consciousness,

and silenced her directly; and, though pointedly applied

to by the general for her choice of the prevailing colour

of the paper and hangings, nothing like an opinion

on the subject could be drawn from her. The influence

of fresh objects and fresh air, however, was of great

use in dissipating these embarrassing associations;

and, having reached the ornamental part of the premises,

consisting of a walk round two sides of a meadow, on which

Henry`s genius had begun to act about half a year ago,

she was sufficiently recovered to think it prettier than any

pleasure-ground she had ever been in before, though there

was not a shrub in it higher than the green bench in the corner.

A saunter into other meadows, and through part

of the village, with a visit to the stables to examine

some improvements, and a charming game of play with a

litter of puppies just able to roll about, brought them

to four o`clock, when Catherine scarcely thought it could

be three. At four they were to dine, and at six to set

off on their return. Never had any day passed so quickly!

She could not but observe that the abundance of the

dinner did not seem to create the smallest astonishment

in the general; nay, that he was even looking at the

side-table for cold meat which was not there. His son

and daughter`s observations were of a different kind.

They had seldom seen him eat so heartily at any table

but his own, and never before known him so little

disconcerted by the melted butter`s being oiled.

At six o`clock, the general having taken his coffee,

the carriage again received them; and so gratifying had been

the tenor of his conduct throughout the whole visit, so well

assured was her mind on the subject of his expectations,

that, could she have felt equally confident of the wishes

of his son, Catherine would have quitted Woodston with

little anxiety as to the How or the When she might return to it.

CHAPTER 27

The next morning brought the following very unexpected

letter from Isabella:

Bath, April

My dearest Catherine, I received your two kind

letters with the greatest delight, and have a thousand

apologies to make for not answering them sooner.

I really am quite ashamed of my idleness; but in

this horrid place one can find time for nothing.

I have had my pen in my hand to begin a letter to

you almost every day since you left Bath, but have

always been prevented by some silly trifler or other.

Pray write to me soon, and direct to my own home.

Thank God, we leave this vile place tomorrow. Since

you went away, I have had no pleasure in it--the

dust is beyond anything; and everybody one cares

for is gone. I believe if I could see you I should

not mind the rest, for you are dearer to me than

anybody can conceive. I am quite uneasy about your

dear brother, not having heard from him since he

went to Oxford; and am fearful of some

misunderstanding. Your kind offices will set all

right: he is the only man I ever did or could love,

and I trust you will convince him of it. The spring

fashions are partly down; and the hats the most

frightful you can imagine. I hope you spend your

time pleasantly, but am afraid you never think of

me. I will not say all that I could of the family

you are with, because I would not be ungenerous, or

set you against those you esteem; but it is very

difficult to know whom to trust, and young men never

know their minds two days together. I rejoice to

say that the young man whom, of all others, I

particularly abhor, has left Bath. You will know,

from this description, I must mean Captain Tilney,

who, as you may remember, was amazingly disposed to

follow and tease me, before you went away. Afterwards

he got worse, and became quite my shadow. Many

girls might have been taken in, for never were such

attentions; but I knew the fickle sex too well. He

went away to his regiment two days ago, and I trust

I shall never be plagued with him again. He is the

greatest coxcomb I ever saw, and amazingly

disagreeable. The last two days he was always by

the side of Charlotte Davis: I pitied his taste,

but took no notice of him. The last time we met

was in Bath Street, and I turned directly into a

shop that he might not speak to me; I would not even

look at him. He went into the pump-room afterwards;

but I would not have followed him for all the world.

Such a contrast between him and your brother! Pray

send me some news of the latter--I am quite unhappy

about him; he seemed so uncomfortable when he went

away, with a cold, or something that affected his

spirits. I would write to him myself, but have

mislaid his direction; and, as I hinted above, am

afraid he took something in my conduct amiss. Pray

explain everything to his satisfaction; or, if he

still harbours any doubt, a line from himself to

me, or a call at Putney when next in town, might

set all to rights. I have not been to the rooms

this age, nor to the play, except going in last

night with the Hodges, for a frolic, at half price:

they teased me into it; and I was determined they

should not say I shut myself up because Tilney was

gone. We happened to sit by the Mitchells, and they

pretended to be quite surprised to see me out. I

knew their spite: at one time they could not be

civil to me, but now they are all friendship; but

I am not such a fool as to be taken in by them.

You know I have a pretty good spirit of my own.

Anne Mitchell had tried to put on a turban like

mine, as I wore it the week before at the concert,

but made wretched work of it--it happened to become

my odd face, I believe, at least Tilney told me so

at the time, and said every eye was upon me; but he

is the last man whose word I would take. I wear

nothing but purple now: I know I look hideous in

it, but no matter-- it is your dear brother`s

favourite colour. Lose no time, my dearest, sweetest

Catherine, in writing to him and to me,

Who ever am, etc.

Such a strain of shallow artifice could not impose

even upon Catherine. Its inconsistencies, contradictions,

and falsehood struck her from the very first. She was

ashamed of Isabella, and ashamed of having ever loved her.

Her professions of attachment were now as disgusting

as her excuses were empty, and her demands impudent.

" Write to James on her behalf! No, James should never hear

Isabella`s name mentioned by her again. "

On Henry`s arrival from Woodston, she made known to him

and Eleanor their brother`s safety, congratulating them

with sincerity on it, and reading aloud the most material

passages of her letter with strong indignation.

When she had finished it--" So much for Isabella, "

she cried, " and for all our intimacy! She must think me

an idiot, or she could not have written so; but perhaps

this has served to make her character better known to me

than mine is to her. I see what she has been about.

She is a vain coquette, and her tricks have not answered.

I do not believe she had ever any regard either for James

or for me, and I wish I had never known her. "

" It will soon be as if you never had, " said Henry.

" There is but one thing that I cannot understand.

I see that she has had designs on Captain Tilney, which have

not succeeded; but I do not understand what Captain Tilney

has been about all this time. Why should he pay her

such attentions as to make her quarrel with my brother,

and then fly off himself? "

" I have very little to say for Frederick`s motives,

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