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never looked more lovely than in uttering the grand idea.

" I am sure they will consent, " was her frequent declaration;

" I am sure they will be delighted with you. "

" For my own part, " said Isabella, " my wishes are so moderate

that the smallest income in nature would be enough for me.

Where people are really attached, poverty itself is wealth;

grandeur I detest: I would not settle in London for the universe.

A cottage in some retired village would be ecstasy.

There are some charming little villas about Richmond. "

" Richmond! " cried Catherine. " You must settle

near Fullerton. You must be near us. "

" I am sure I shall be miserable if we do not.

If I can but be near you, I shall be satisfied.

But this is idle talking! I will not allow myself to think

of such things, till we have your father`s answer.

Morland says that by sending it tonight to Salisbury,

we may have it tomorrow. Tomorrow? I know I shall never have

courage to open the letter. I know it will be the death

of me. "

A reverie succeeded this conviction--and when

Isabella spoke again, it was to resolve on the quality

of her wedding-gown.

Their conference was put an end to by the anxious

young lover himself, who came to breathe his parting sigh

before he set off for Wiltshire. Catherine wished to

congratulate him, but knew not what to say, and her eloquence

was only in her eyes. From them, however, the eight parts

of speech shone out most expressively, and James could

combine them with ease. Impatient for the realization

of all that he hoped at home, his adieus were not long;

and they would have been yet shorter, had he not been

frequently detained by the urgent entreaties of his fair

one that he would go. Twice was he called almost from the

door by her eagerness to have him gone. " Indeed, Morland,

I must drive you away. Consider how far you have to ride.

I cannot bear to see you linger so. For heaven`s sake,

waste no more time. There, go, go--I insist on it. "

The two friends, with hearts now more united than ever,

were inseparable for the day; and in schemes of sisterly

happiness the hours flew along. Mrs. Thorpe and her son,

who were acquainted with everything, and who seemed only

to want Mr. Morland`s consent, to consider Isabella`s

engagement as the most fortunate circumstance imaginable

for their family, were allowed to join their counsels,

and add their quota of significant looks and mysterious

expressions to fill up the measure of curiosity

to be raised in the unprivileged younger sisters.

To Catherine`s simple feelings, this odd sort of reserve

seemed neither kindly meant, nor consistently supported;

and its unkindness she would hardly have forborne

pointing out, had its inconsistency been less their friend;

but Anne and Maria soon set her heart at ease by the

sagacity of their " I know what"; and the evening was spent

in a sort of war of wit, a display of family ingenuity,

on one side in the mystery of an affected secret,

on the other of undefined discovery, all equally acute.

Catherine was with her friend again the next day,

endeavouring to support her spirits and while away the

many tedious hours before the delivery of the letters;

a needful exertion, for as the time of reasonable expectation

drew near, Isabella became more and more desponding,

and before the letter arrived, had worked herself

into a state of real distress. But when it did come,

where could distress be found? " I have had no difficulty

in gaining the consent of my kind parents, and am

promised that everything in their power shall be done

to forward my happiness, " were the first three lines,

and in one moment all was joyful security. The brightest

glow was instantly spread over Isabella`s features,

all care and anxiety seemed removed, her spirits became

almost too high for control, and she called herself without

scruple the happiest of mortals.

Mrs. Thorpe, with tears of joy, embraced her daughter,

her son, her visitor, and could have embraced half

the inhabitants of Bath with satisfaction. Her heart

was overflowing with tenderness. It was " dear John"

and " dear Catherine" at every word; " dear Anne and dear Maria"

must immediately be made sharers in their felicity;

and two " dears" at once before the name of Isabella were

not more than that beloved child had now well earned.

John himself was no skulker in joy. He not only bestowed

on Mr. Morland the high commendation of being one of the

finest fellows in the world, but swore off many sentences

in his praise.

The letter, whence sprang all this felicity, was short,

containing little more than this assurance of success;

and every particular was deferred till James could write again.

But for particulars Isabella could well afford to wait.

The needful was comprised in Mr. Morland`s promise;

his honour was pledged to make everything easy; and by

what means their income was to be formed, whether landed

property were to be resigned, or funded money made over,

was a matter in which her disinterested spirit took

no concern. She knew enough to feel secure of an honourable

and speedy establishment, and her imagination took a rapid

flight over its attendant felicities. She saw herself at

the end of a few weeks, the gaze and admiration of every

new acquaintance at Fullerton, the envy of every valued

old friend in Putney, with a carriage at her command,

a new name on her tickets, and a brilliant exhibition

of hoop rings on her finger.

When the contents of the letter were ascertained,

John Thorpe, who had only waited its arrival to begin his

journey to London, prepared to set off. " Well, Miss Morland, "

said he, on finding her alone in the parlour, " I am come

to bid you good-bye. " Catherine wished him a good journey.

Without appearing to hear her, he walked to the window,

fidgeted about, hummed a tune, and seemed wholly

self-occupied.

" Shall not you be late at Devizes? " said Catherine.

He made no answer; but after a minute`s silence burst

out with, " A famous good thing this marrying scheme,

upon my soul! A clever fancy of Morland`s and Belle`s.

What do you think of it, Miss Morland? I say it is no

bad notion. "

" I am sure I think it a very good one. "

" Do you? That`s honest, by heavens! I am glad you

are no enemy to matrimony, however. Did you ever hear

the old song `Going to One Wedding Brings on Another? `

I say, you will come to Belle`s wedding, I hope. "

" Yes; I have promised your sister to be with her,

if possible. "

" And then you know" --twisting himself about

and forcing a foolish laugh--" I say, then you know,

we may try the truth of this same old song. "

" May we? But I never sing. Well, I wish you a good journey.

I dine with Miss Tilney today, and must now be going home. "

" Nay, but there is no such confounded hurry.

Who knows when we may be together again? Not but that I

shall be down again by the end of a fortnight, and a

devilish long fortnight it will appear to me. "

" Then why do you stay away so long? "

replied Catherine--finding that he waited for an answer.

" That is kind of you, however--kind and good-natured.

I shall not forget it in a hurry. But you have more good

nature and all that, than anybody living, I believe.

A monstrous deal of good nature, and it is not only

good nature, but you have so much, so much of everything;

and then you have such-- upon my soul, I do not know

anybody like you. "

" Oh! dear, there are a great many people like me,

I dare say, only a great deal better. Good morning

to you. "

" But I say, Miss Morland, I shall come and pay my

respects at Fullerton before it is long, if not disagreeable. "

" Pray do. My father and mother will be very glad

to see you. "

" And I hope--I hope, Miss Morland, you will not

be sorry to see me. "

" Oh! dear, not at all. There are very few people

I am sorry to see. Company is always cheerful. "

" That is just my way of thinking. Give me but a little

cheerful company, let me only have the company of the people

I love, let me only be where I like and with whom I like,

and the devil take the rest, say I. And I am heartily

glad to hear you say the same. But I have a notion,

Miss Morland, you and I think pretty much alike upon

most matters. "

" Perhaps we may; but it is more than I ever thought of.

And as to most matters, to say the truth, there are not

many that I know my own mind about. "

" By Jove, no more do I. It is not my way to bother

my brains with what does not concern me. My notion

of things is simple enough. Let me only have the girl

I like, say I, with a comfortable house over my head,

and what care I for all the rest? Fortune is nothing.

I am sure of a good income of my own; and if she had not

a penny, why, so much the better. "

" Very true. I think like you there. If there is a good

fortune on one side, there can be no occasion for any on

the other. No matter which has it, so that there is enough.

I hate the idea of one great fortune looking out for another.

And to marry for money I think the wickedest thing

in existence. Good day. We shall be very glad to see

you at Fullerton, whenever it is convenient. " And away

she went. It was not in the power of all his gallantry

to detain her longer. With such news to communicate,

and such a visit to prepare for, her departure was not

to be delayed by anything in his nature to urge; and she

hurried away, leaving him to the undivided consciousness

of his own happy address, and her explicit encouragement.

The agitation which she had herself experienced

on first learning her brother`s engagement made her

expect to raise no inconsiderable emotion in Mr. and

Mrs. Allen, by the communication of the wonderful event.

How great was her disappointment! The important affair,

which many words of preparation ushered in, had been

foreseen by them both ever since her brother`s arrival;

and all that they felt on the occasion was comprehended

in a wish for the young people`s happiness, with a remark,

on the gentleman`s side, in favour of Isabella`s beauty,

and on the lady`s, of her great good luck. It was to

Catherine the most surprising insensibility. The disclosure,

however, of the great secret of James`s going to Fullerton

the day before, did raise some emotion in Mrs. Allen.

She could not listen to that with perfect calmness,

but repeatedly regretted the necessity of its concealment,

wished she could have known his intention, wished she could

have seen him before he went, as she should certainly have

troubled him with her best regards to his father and mother,

and her kind compliments to all the Skinners.

CHAPTER 16

Catherine`s expectations of pleasure from her visit

in Milsom Street were so very high that disappointment

was inevitable; and accordingly, though she was most

politely received by General Tilney, and kindly welcomed

by his daughter, though Henry was at home, and no one else

of the party, she found, on her return, without spending

many hours in the examination of her feelings, that she

had gone to her appointment preparing for happiness which it

had not afforded. Instead of finding herself improved

in acquaintance with Miss Tilney, from the intercourse of

the day, she seemed hardly so intimate with her as before;

instead of seeing Henry Tilney to greater advantage

than ever, in the ease of a family party, he had never said

so little, nor been so little agreeable; and, in spite

of their father`s great civilities to her--in spite

of his thanks, invitations, and compliments--it had been

a release to get away from him. It puzzled her to account

for all this. It could not be General Tilney`s fault.

That he was perfectly agreeable and good-natured, and

altogether a very charming man, did not admit of a doubt,

for he was tall and handsome, and Henry`s father.

He could not be accountable for his children`s want

of spirits, or for her want of enjoyment in his company.

The former she hoped at last might have been accidental,

and the latter she could only attribute to her own stupidity.

Isabella, on hearing the particulars of the visit,

gave a different explanation: " It was all pride, pride,

insufferable haughtiness and pride! She had long suspected

the family to be very high, and this made it certain.

Such insolence of behaviour as Miss Tilney`s she had

never heard of in her life! Not to do the honours of her

house with common good breeding! To behave to her guest

with such superciliousness! Hardly even to speak to her! "

" But it was not so bad as that, Isabella; there was

no superciliousness; she was very civil. "

" Oh! Don`t defend her! And then the brother, he,

who had appeared so attached to you! Good heavens! Well,

some people`s feelings are incomprehensible. And so he

hardly looked once at you the whole day? "

" I do not say so; but he did not seem in good spirits. "

" How contemptible! Of all things in the world inconstancy

is my aversion. Let me entreat you never to think

of him again, my dear Catherine; indeed he is unworthy of you. "

" Unworthy! I do not suppose he ever thinks of me. "

" That is exactly what I say; he never thinks

of you. Such fickleness! Oh! How different to your

brother and to mine! I really believe John has the most

constant heart. "

" But as for General Tilney, I assure you it would

be impossible for anybody to behave to me with greater

civility and attention; it seemed to be his only care

to entertain and make me happy. "

" Oh! I know no harm of him; I do not suspect him

of pride. I believe he is a very gentleman-like man.

John thinks very well of him, and John`s judgment--"

" Well, I shall see how they behave to me this evening;

we shall meet them at the rooms. "

" And must I go? "

" Do not you intend it? I thought it was all settled. "

" Nay, since you make such a point of it, I can refuse

you nothing. But do not insist upon my being very agreeable,

for my heart, you know, will be some forty miles off.

And as for dancing, do not mention it, I beg; that is

quite out of the question. Charles Hodges will plague me

to death, I dare say; but I shall cut him very short.

Ten to one but he guesses the reason, and that is exactly

what I want to avoid, so I shall insist on his keeping his

conjecture to himself. "

Isabella`s opinion of the Tilneys did not influence

her friend; she was sure there had been no insolence

in the manners either of brother or sister; and she

did not credit there being any pride in their hearts.

The evening rewarded her confidence; she was met by one with

the same kindness, and by the other with the same attention,

as heretofore: Miss Tilney took pains to be near her,

and Henry asked her to dance.

Having heard the day before in Milsom Street

that their elder brother, Captain Tilney, was expected

almost every hour, she was at no loss for the name of a

very fashionable-looking, handsome young man, whom she

had never seen before, and who now evidently belonged

to their party. She looked at him with great admiration,

and even supposed it possible that some people might think

him handsomer than his brother, though, in her eyes,

his air was more assuming, and his countenance

less prepossessing. His taste and manners were beyond

a doubt decidedly inferior; for, within her hearing, he not

only protested against every thought of dancing himself,

but even laughed openly at Henry for finding it possible.

From the latter circumstance it may be presumed that,

whatever might be our heroine`s opinion of him,

his admiration of her was not of a very dangerous kind;

not likely to produce animosities between the brothers,

nor persecutions to the lady. He cannot be the instigator

of the three villains in horsemen`s greatcoats, by whom

she will hereafter be forced into a traveling-chaise

and four, which will drive off with incredible speed.

Catherine, meanwhile, undisturbed by presentiments

of such an evil, or of any evil at all, except that of

having but a short set to dance down, enjoyed her usual

happiness with Henry Tilney, listening with sparkling eyes

to everything he said; and, in finding him irresistible,

becoming so herself.

At the end of the first dance, Captain Tilney came

towards them again, and, much to Catherine`s dissatisfaction,

pulled his brother away. They retired whispering together;

and, though her delicate sensibility did not take immediate alarm,

and lay it down as fact, that Captain Tilney must have

heard some malevolent misrepresentation of her, which he

now hastened to communicate to his brother, in the hope

of separating them forever, she could not have her partner

conveyed from her sight without very uneasy sensations.

Her suspense was of full five minutes` duration; and she

was beginning to think it a very long quarter of an hour,

when they both returned, and an explanation was given,

by Henry`s requesting to know if she thought her friend,

Miss Thorpe, would have any objection to dancing,

as his brother would be most happy to be introduced

to her. Catherine, without hesitation, replied that she

was very sure Miss Thorpe did not mean to dance at all.

The cruel reply was passed on to the other, and he

immediately walked away.

" Your brother will not mind it, I know, " said she,

" because I heard him say before that he hated dancing;

but it was very good-natured in him to think of it.

I suppose he saw Isabella sitting down, and fancied she

might wish for a partner; but he is quite mistaken,

for she would not dance upon any account in the world. "

Henry smiled, and said, " How very little trouble it can

give you to understand the motive of other people`s actions. "

" Why? What do you mean? "

" With you, it is not, How is such a one likely to

be influenced, What is the inducement most likely to act

upon such a person`s feelings, age, situation, and probable

habits of life considered--but, How should I be influenced,

What would be my inducement in acting so and so? "

" I do not understand you. "

" Then we are on very unequal terms, for I understand

you perfectly well. "

" Me? Yes; I cannot speak well enough to be unintelligible. "

" Bravo! An excellent satire on modern language. "

" But pray tell me what you mean. "

" Shall I indeed? Do you really desire it? But you

are not aware of the consequences; it will involve you

in a very cruel embarrassment, and certainly bring

on a disagreement between us.

" No, no; it shall not do either; I am not afraid. "

" Well, then, I only meant that your attributing my

brother`s wish of dancing with Miss Thorpe to good nature

alone convinced me of your being superior in good nature

yourself to all the rest of the world. "

Catherine blushed and disclaimed, and the gentleman`s

predictions were verified. There was a something, however,

in his words which repaid her for the pain of confusion;

and that something occupied her mind so much that she drew

back for some time, forgetting to speak or to listen,

and almost forgetting where she was; till, roused by the

voice of Isabella, she looked up and saw her with Captain

Tilney preparing to give them hands across.

Isabella shrugged her shoulders and smiled, the only

explanation of this extraordinary change which could

at that time be given; but as it was not quite enough

for Catherine`s comprehension, she spoke her astonishment

in very plain terms to her partner.

" I cannot think how it could happen! Isabella was

so determined not to dance. "

" And did Isabella never change her mind before? "

" Oh! But, because-- And your brother! After what you

told him from me, how could he think of going to ask her? "

" I cannot take surprise to myself on that head.

You bid me be surprised on your friend`s account,

and therefore I am; but as for my brother, his conduct

in the business, I must own, has been no more than I

believed him perfectly equal to. The fairness of your

friend was an open attraction; her firmness, you know,

could only be understood by yourself. "

" You are laughing; but, I assure you, Isabella is

very firm in general. "

" It is as much as should be said of anyone. To be

always firm must be to be often obstinate. When properly

to relax is the trial of judgment; and, without reference

to my brother, I really think Miss Thorpe has by no means

chosen ill in fixing on the present hour. "

The friends were not able to get together for any

confidential discourse till all the dancing was over;

but then, as they walked about the room arm in arm,

Isabella thus explained herself: " I do not wonder at

your surprise; and I am really fatigued to death. He is such

a rattle! Amusing enough, if my mind had been disengaged;

but I would have given the world to sit still. "

" Then why did not you? "

" Oh! My dear! It would have looked so particular;

and you know how I abhor doing that. I refused him as

long as I possibly could, but he would take no denial.

You have no idea how he pressed me. I begged him to

excuse me, and get some other partner--but no, not he;

after aspiring to my hand, there was nobody else in the

room he could bear to think of; and it was not that he

wanted merely to dance, he wanted to be with me.

Oh! Such nonsense! I told him he had taken a very unlikely

way to prevail upon me; for, of all things in the world,

I hated fine speeches and compliments; and so--and so then

I found there would be no peace if I did not stand up.

Besides, I thought Mrs. Hughes, who introduced him,

might take it ill if I did not: and your dear brother,

I am sure he would have been miserable if I had sat down

the whole evening. I am so glad it is over! My spirits

are quite jaded with listening to his nonsense: and then,

being such a smart young fellow, I saw every eye was

upon us. "

" He is very handsome indeed. "

" Handsome! Yes, I suppose he may. I dare say people

would admire him in general; but he is not at all in my

style of beauty. I hate a florid complexion and dark eyes

in a man. However, he is very well. Amazingly conceited,

I am sure. I took him down several times, you know,

in my way. "

When the young ladies next met, they had a far

more interesting subject to discuss. James Morland`s

second letter was then received, and the kind intentions

of his father fully explained. A living, of which

Mr. Morland was himself patron and incumbent, of about

four hundred pounds yearly value, was to be resigned

to his son as soon as he should be old enough to take it;

no trifling deduction from the family income, no niggardly

assignment to one of ten children. An estate of at least

equal value, moreover, was assured as his future inheritance.

James expressed himself on the occasion with

becoming gratitude; and the necessity of waiting between

two and three years before they could marry, being,

however unwelcome, no more than he had expected, was borne

by him without discontent. Catherine, whose expectations

had been as unfixed as her ideas of her father`s income,

and whose judgment was now entirely led by her brother,

felt equally well satisfied, and heartily congratulated

Isabella on having everything so pleasantly settled.

" It is very charming indeed, " said Isabella,

with a grave face. " Mr. Morland has behaved vastly

handsome indeed, " said the gentle Mrs. Thorpe,

looking anxiously at her daughter. " I only wish I could

do as much. One could not expect more from him, you know.

If he finds he can do more by and by, I dare say he will,

for I am sure he must be an excellent good-hearted man.

Four hundred is but a small income to begin on indeed,

but your wishes, my dear Isabella, are so moderate, you do

not consider how little you ever want, my dear. "

" It is not on my own account I wish for more; but I

cannot bear to be the means of injuring my dear Morland,

making him sit down upon an income hardly enough to find

one in the common necessaries of life. For myself,

it is nothing; I never think of myself. "

" I know you never do, my dear; and you will always

find your reward in the affection it makes everybody

feel for you. There never was a young woman so beloved

as you are by everybody that knows you; and I dare say

when Mr. Morland sees you, my dear child--but do not let

us distress our dear Catherine by talking of such things.

Mr. Morland has behaved so very handsome, you know.

I always heard he was a most excellent man; and you know,

my dear, we are not to suppose but what, if you had had a

suitable fortune, he would have come down with something more,

for I am sure he must be a most liberal-minded man. "

" Nobody can think better of Mr. Morland than I do,

I am sure. But everybody has their failing, you know,

and everybody has a right to do what they like with their

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