About the Author 9 страница

He took to drinkin an lost his job an jus didn't do nothin for a wile. Thieves robbed his house of everthin he had an the artificial legs they had give him at the VA hospital were the wrong size. After a few years, he said, he jus " give up, " an took to livin like a bum. There's a little money ever month from his disability pension, but most of the time he jus give it away to the other bums.

" I dunno, Forrest, " he say, " I guess I'm jus waitin to die or somethin. "

Dan han me a few bucks an say to go aroun the corner an git us a couple of bottles of Red Dagger wine. I jus got one bottle tho, an used the money for mine to git one of them ready-made sambwiches, cause I ain't had nothin to eat all day.

" Well, old pal, " Dan say after he has polished off half his wine, " tell me what you been doin since I saw you last. "

So I did. I tole him about goin to China an playin ping-pong, an findin Jenny Curran again, an playin in The Cracked Eggs band an the peace demonstration where I thowed my medal away an got put in jail.

" Yeah, I remember that one all right. I think I was still here in the hospital. I thought bout going down there mysef, but I guess I wouldn't have thowed my medals away. Look here, " he say. He unbutton his jacket an inside, on his shirt, is all his medals—Purple Heart, Silver Star—must of been ten or twelve of them.

" They remind me of somethin, " he said. " I'm not quite sure what—the war, of course, but that's jus a part of it. I have suffered a loss, Forrest, far greater than my legs. It's my spirit, my soul, if you will. There is only a blank there now—medals where my soul used to be. "

" But what about the 'natural laws' that's in charge of everthin? " I axe him. " What about the 'scheme of things' that we has all got to fit ourself into? "

" Fuck all that, " he say. " It was just a bunch of philosophic bullshit. "

" But ever since you tole it to me, that's what I been goin by. I been lettin the 'tide' carry me an tryin to do my best. Do the right thing. "

" Well, maybe it works for you, Forrest. I thought it was working for me too—but look at me. Just look at me, " he say. " What good am I? I'm a goddamn legless freak. A bum. A drunkard. A thirty-five-year-old vagrant. "

" It could be worse, " I says.

" Oh yeah? How? " he say, an I reckon he got me there, so I finished tellin him bout mysef—gettin thowed in the loony bin an then bein shot up in the rocket an landin down with the cannibals an bout ole Sue an Major Fritch an the pygmies.

" Well my God, Forrest my boy, you sure as hell have had some adventures, " Dan say. " So how come you are sittin here with me on the grates under a garbage bag? "

" I dunno, " I says, " but I ain't plannin to stay here long. "

" What you got in mind then? "

" Soon as this rain stops, " I say, " I'm gonna get off my big fat butt an go lookin for Jenny Curran. "

" Where is she? "

" Dunno that either, " I says, " but I'll find out. "

" Sounds like you might need some help, " he say.

I look over at Dan an his eyes is gleamin from behin his beard. Somethin is tellin me he is the one needs some hep, but that's okay with me.

* * *

       Ole Dan an me, we went to a mission flophouse that night on account of it didn't stop rainin, an Dan, he paid them fifty cents apiece for our suppers an a quarter for our beds. You could of got supper free for settin an listenin to a sermon or somesuch, but Dan say he'd sleep out in the rain afore wastin our precious time hearin a Bible-thumper give us his view of the world.

       Next mornin Dan loaned me a dollar an I foun a pay phone an called up to Boston to ole Mose, that used to be the drummer for The Cracked Eggs. Sure enough, he still there in his place, an is damn suprised to hear from me.

       " Forrest—I don't believe it! " Mose say. " We had given your ass up for lost! "

       The Cracked Eggs, he says, have broken up. All the money that Mister Feeblestein have promised them is eaten up by expenses or somethin, an after the secont record they didn't get no more contracts. Mose say people is listenin to a new kind of music now—Rollin Stoned's or the Iggles or somethin—an most of the fellers in The Cracked Eggs is gone someplace an foun real jobs.

       Jenny, Mose say, is not been heard of in a long wile. After she had gone down to Washington for the peace demonstration where I was arrested, she went back with The Cracked Eggs for a few months, but Mose say somethin in her jus wadn't the same. One time he say, she broke up cryin on the stage an they had to play a instrumental to get thru the set. Then she started drinkin vodka an showin up late for performances an they was bout to speak to her bout it when she jus done up an quit.

       Mose say he personally feel her behavior has somethin to do with me, but she never would talk bout it. She moved out of Boston a couple of weeks later, sayin she was goin to Chicago, an that is the last he seen of her in nearly five years.

       I axed if he knew any way for me to reach her, an he say maybe he have a ole number she give him jus before she lef. He leave the phone an come back a few minutes later an give the number to me. Other than that, he say, " I ain't got a clue. "

       I tole him to take care, an if I ever get up to Boston I will look him up.

       " You still playin your harmonica? " Mose axed.

       " Yeah, sometimes, " I say.

       * * *

       I went an borrowed another dollar from Dan an called the number in Chicago.

       " Jenny Curran—Jenny? " a guy's voice say. " Oh, yeah—I remember her. Nice little piece of ass. Been a long time. "

       " You know where she's at? "



       " Indianapolis is where she say she was goin when she lef here. Who knows? Got herself a job at Temperer. "

       " At what? "

       " Temperer—the tire factory. You know, they make tires—for cars. "

       I thank the guy an went back an tole Dan.

       " Well, " he say, " I never been to Indianapolis. Heard it's nice there in the fall. "

       * * *

       We started tryin to thumb a ride out of Washington, but didn't have no luck to speak of. A guy gave us a ride to the city limits on the back of a brick truck, but after that, nobody didn't want to pick us up. I guess we was too funny-lookin or somethin—Dan settin on his little roller dolly an my big ole ass standin nex to him. Anyhow, Dan say why don't we take a bus, cause he's got enough money for that. To tell you the truth, I felt bad about takin his money, but somehow I figgered that he wanted to go, and it would be good to get him outta Washington too.

       An so we caught a bus to Indianapolis an I put Dan in the seat nex to me an stowed his little cart in the shelf up above. All the way there he be sluggin down Red Dagger wine an sayin what a shitty place the world is to live in. Maybe he's right. I don't know. I'm just a idiot anyhow.

       The bus left us off in the middle of Indianapolis an Dan an me is standin on the street tryin to figger out what to do nex when a policeman come up an say, " Ain't no loiterin on the street, " an so we moved on. Dan axed a feller where is the Temperer Tire Company an it is way outside of town so we started headin in that direction.

       After a wile there ain't no sidewalks an Dan can't push his little cart along, so I picked him up under one arm and the cart under the other an we kep on goin.

       Bout noon, we seed a big sign say " Temperer Tires, " an figger this be the place. Dan say he will wait outside an I go on in an they is a woman at the desk an I axed if I could see Jenny Curran. Woman look at a list an say Jenny is workin in " re-treads, " but ain't nobody allowed to go there cept'n if they works in the plant. Well, I'm just standin there, tryin to decide what to do, an the woman say, " Look, honey, they is bout to get a lunch break in a minute or so, why don't you go roun to the side of the buildin. Probly she'll come out, " so that's what I did.

       They was a lot of folks come out an then, all by hersef, I seen Jenny walk thru a door an go over to a little spot under a tree an pull a sambwich out of a paper bag. I went over an sort of creeped behin her, an she's settin on the groun, an I says, " That shore look like a tasty sambwich. " She didn't even look up. She kep starin right ahead, an say, " Forrest, it has to be you. "



18

       WELL, LET ME TELL YOU—THAT WERE THE HAPPIEST reunion of my life. Jenny is cryin an huggin me an I'm doin the same an everbody else in re-treads is standin there wonderin what is goin on. Jenny say she is off work in bout three hours, an for me an Dan to go over to this little tavern across the street an have a beer or somethin an wait for her. Then she will take us to her place.

       We go to the tavern an Dan is drinkin some Ripple wine on account of they got no Red Dagger, but he say Ripple is better anyhow cause it got a nicer " bouquet. "

       Bunch of other fellers is in there too, playin darts an drinkin an arm rasslin each other at a table. One big ole guy seem to be the bes arm rassler of the tavern, an ever once in a wile some feller would come up an try to beat him but couldn't. They be bettin on it too, five an ten dollars a whack.

       After a little bit, Dan whisper over to me, " Forrest, you think you could beat that big bozo over there at arm rasslin? " An I say I dunno, an Dan say, " Well, here's five bucks, cause I'm bettin you can. "

       So I go up an say to the feller, " Would you mine if I set down an arm rassle with you? "

       He look up at me, smilin, an say, " Long as you got money, you is welcome to try. "

       So I set down an we grapped each other's hans an somebody say, " Go! " an the rassle is on. Other feller be gruntin an strainin like a dog tryin to shit a peach seed, but in about ten secons I had smushed his arm down on the table an whipped him at arm rasslin. All the other fellers had come gatherin aroun the table an were goin

       " oooh" an " ahh" an I could hear ole Dan shoutin an cheerin.

       Well, the other feller ain't none too happy but he paid me five dollars an got up from the table.

       " My elbow slipped, " he say, " but nex time you come back here I want to have a go at you again, hear? " I nodded an went back to the table Dan was at an give him the money.

       " Forrest, " he say, " we may have foun a easy way to make ourselfs some bread. " I axed Dan if I could have a quarter to git me a pickled egg from the jar on the counter, an he han me a dollar an say, " You git anything you want, Forrest. We is now got a way to earn a livelyhood. "

       * * *

       After work, Jenny come over to the tavern an take us to her place. She is livin in a little apartment not too far from the Temperer Tire Company an has got it all fixed up nice with things like stuffed animals an strings of colored beads hangin from the bedroom door. We went out to a grocery an bought some chicken an Jenny cooked supper for Dan an me an I tole her all that had happened since I seen her last.

       Mostly, she is curious about Major Fritch, but when I say she run off with a cannibal, Jenny seemed more relaxed bout it. She say life has not exactly been a bowl of cherries for her either durin the past few years.

       After she lef The Cracked Eggs, Jenny done gone to Chicago with this girl she met in the peace movement.

       They had demonstrated in the streets an got thowed in jail a bunch of times an Jenny say she is finally gettin tired of havin to appear in court an besides, she is concerned that she is developin a long police record.

       Anyhow, she is livin in this house with about fifteen people an she says they is not exactly her type of persons. Didn't wear no underwear or nothin, an nobody flushed the toilets. She an this guy decided to take an apartment together, cause he didn't like where they was livin neither, but that didn't work out.

       " You know, Forrest, " she say, " I even tried to fall in love with him, but I jus couldn't because I was thinkin of you. "



       She had wrote to her mama an axed her to get in touch with my mama to try an find out where I was bein kept, but her mama write her back sayin our house done burnt up an my mama is now livin in the po house, but by the time the letter get to Jenny, Mama done already run off with the protestant.

       Anyhow, Jenny said she didn't have no money an so she heard they is hirin people at the tire company an she come down to Indianapolis to get a job. Bout that time she seen on the television that I am bout to be launched into space, but they is no time for her to get down to Houston. She say she watched, " with horror, " as my spaceship crashed, an she give me up for dead. Ever since, she jus been puttin in her time makin re-treads.

       I took her an hole her in my arms an we stayed like that for a wile. Dan rolled hissef into the bathroom, say he's got to take a pee. When he's in there, Jenny axe how he gonna do that, an don't he need hep? an I say, " No, I seen him do it before. He can manage. "

       She shake her head an say, " This is where the Vietnam War have got us. "

       There ain't much disputin that either. It is a sad an sorry spectacle when a no-legged man have got to pee in his hat an then dump it over into the toilet.

       * * *

       The three of us settle into Jenny's little apartment after that. Jenny fixed up Dan a place in a corner of the livin room with a little mattress an she kep a jar on the bathroom floor so he wouldn't have to use his hat. Ever mornin she'd go off to the tire company an Dan an me would set aroun the house an talk an then go down to the little tavern near where Jenny worked to wait till she got off.

       First week we started doin that, the guy I beat arm rasslin wanted a chance to git back his five bucks an I gave it to him. He tried two or three times more an in the end lost bout twenty-five dollars an after that he didn't come back no more. But they was always some other feller wanted to try his luck an after a month or two they was guys comin from all over town an from other little towns too. Dan an me, we is pullin in bout a hundrit fifty or two hundrit dollars a week, which weren't bad, let me tell you. An the owner of the tavern, he is sayin he gonna hole a national contest, an git the tv there an everthing. But before that happen, another thing come along that changed my life for sure.

       One day a feller come into the tavern that was wearin a white suit an a Hiwaian shirt an a lot of gold jewelry aroun his neck. He set up at the bar wile I was finishin off some guy at arm rasslin an then he come an set down at our table.

       " Name's Mike, " he say, " an I have heard bout you. "

       Dan axed what has he heard, an Mike say, " That this feller here is the strongest man in the world. "

       " What of it? " Dan says, an the feller say, " I think I got a idea how you can make a hell of a lot more money than this nickel an dime shit you're doin here. "

       " How's that? " Dan say.

       " Rasslin, " says Mike, " but not this piss-ant stuff—I mean the real thing. In a ring with hundrits of thousands of payin customers. "

       " Rasslin who? " Dan axed.

       " Whoever, " says Mike. " They is a circuit of professional rasslers—The Masked Marvel, The Incredible Hulk, Georgeous George, Filthy McSwine—you name em. The top guys make a hundrit, two hundrit thousand dollars a year. We's start your boy here off slow. Teach him some of the holds, show him the ropes. Why, I bet in no time he'd be a big star—make everybody a pile of money. "



       Dan look at me, say, " What you think, Forrest? "

       " I dunno, " I says. " I was kinda thinkin bout goin back home an startin a little srimp bidness. "

       " Shrimp! " says Mike. " Why boy, you can make fifty times more money doing this than shrimpin! Don't have to do it all your life—just a few years, then you'll have something to fall back on, money in the bank, a nest egg. "

       " Maybe I ought to axe Jenny, " I say.

       " Look, " Mike say, " I come here to offer you a chance of a lifetime. You don't want it, jus say so, an I'll be on my way. "

       " No, no, " Dan say. Then he turn to me. " Listen, Forrest, some of what this feller say make sense. I mean, how else you gonna earn enough money to start a srimp bidness? "

       " Tell you what, " Mike say, " you can even take your buddy here with you. He can be your manager. Anytime you want to quit, you're free to do it. What do you say? "

       I thought bout it for a minute or so. Sounded pretty good, but usually they is some catch. Nevertheless, I open my big mouth an say the fatal word: " Yes. "

       * * *

       Well, that's how I become a professional rassler. Mike had his office in a gymnasium in downtown Indianapolis an ever day me an Dan would catch the bus down there so's I could get taught the proper way to rassle.

       In a nutshell, it was this: nobody is sposed to get hurt, but it sposed to look like they do.

       They be teachin me all sorts of things—half-nelsons, the airplane spin, the Boston crab, the pile driver, hammerlocks an all such as that. Also, they taught Dan how to yell an scream at the referee, so as to cause the greatest commotion.

       Jenny is not too keen on the rasslin bidness on account of she say I might git hurt, an when I say nobody gits hurt cause it's all put-on, she say, " Then what's the point of it? " It is a good question that I cannot rightly answer, but I am lookin foward to makin us some money anyhow.

       One day they is tryin to show me somethin called " the belly flop, " where I is sposed to go flyin thru the air to lan on top of somebody but at the last minute he rolls away. But somehow, I keep screwin it up, an two or three times I lan right on the feller afore he gits a chance to move out the way. Finally Mike come up into the ring an say, " Jesus, Forrest—you some kind of idiot or somethin! You could hurt somebody that way, a big ole moose like you! "

       An I says, " Yep—I am a idiot, " an Mike say, " What you mean? " an then Dan, he say for Mike to come over to him for a secont an he splain somethin to him, an Mike say, " Good God! Is you kiddin? " an Dan shake his head.

       Mike look at me an shrug his shoulders an say, " Well, I guess it takes all kinds. "

       Anyway, bout a hour later Mike come runnin out of his office up to the ring where Dan an me is.

       " I've got it! " he shoutin.

       " Got what? " Dan axed.

       " His name! We have to give Forrest a name to rassle under. It just came to me what it is. "

       " What might that be? " Dan say.

       " The Dunce! " says Mike. " We will dress him up in diapers an put a big ole dunce cap on his head. The crowd will love it! "



       Dan think for a minute. " I dunno, " he says, " I don't much like it. Sounds like you are tryin to make a fool out of him. "

       " It's only for the crowd, " Mike say. " He has to have a gimmick of some sort. All the big stars do it. What could be better than The Dunce! "

       " How about callin him The Spaceman? " say Dan. " That would be appropriate. He could wear a plastic helmet and some antennas. "

       " They already got somebody called The Spaceman, " Mike says.

       " I still don't like it, " Dan say. He looks at me, an axed, " What you think, Forrest? "

       " I don't really give a shit, " I says.

       * * *

       Well, that was the way it was. After all them months of trainin I am finally bout to make my debut as a rassler. Mike come in to the gym the day before the big match an he has a box with my diaper an a big ole black dunce cap. He say to be back at the gym at noon tomorrow so he can drive us to my first rasslin match which is in Muncie.

       That night when Jenny get home I gone into the bathroom an put on the diaper an the dunce cap an come out into the livin room. Dan is settin on his little platform cart watchin tv an Jenny is readin a book. Both of them look up when I walk thru the door.

       " Forrest, what on earth? " Jenny says.

       " It's his costume, " say Dan.

       " It makes you look like a fool, " she say.

       " Look at it this way, " Dan says. " It's like he is in a play or somethin. "

       " He still looks like a fool, " says Jenny. " I can't believe it! You'd let them dress him up like that an go out in public? "

       " It's only to make money, " Dan say. " They got one guy called 'The Vegetable' that wears turnip greens for a jockstrap an puts a hollowed-out watermelon over his head with little eyes cut out for him to see thru. Another guy calls himself 'The Fairy, ' an has wings on his back an carries a wand. Sumbitch probly weighs three hundred pounds—you oughta see him. "

       " I don't care what the rest of them do, " Jenny says, " I don't like this one bit. Forrest, you go an get out of that outfit. "

       I gone on back to the bathroom an took off the costume. Maybe Jenny is right, I'm thinkin—but a feller's got to make a livin. Anyhow, it ain't near as bad as the guy I got to rassle tomorrow night in Muncie. He calls hissef

       " The Turd, " an dresses in a big ole body stockin that is painted to look like a piece of shit. Lord knows what he gonna smell like.



19

       THE DEAL IN MUNCIE IS THIS: I AM TO GET WHUPPED BY The Turd.

       Mike tell me that on our ride up there. It seem that The Turd has got " seniority" over me an therefore he is due for a win, an bein that it's my first appearance, it is necessary for me to be on the losin end. Mike say he jus want to tell me how it is from the beginnin so there won't be no hard feelins.

       " That is rediculous, " Jenny say, " somebody callin theyself 'The Turd. ' "

       " He probly is one, " Dan say, tryin to cheer her up.

       " Just remember, Forrest, " Mike says, " it's all for show. You can't lose your temper. Nobody is to be hurt. The Turd must win. "

       Well, when we finally git to Muncie, they is a big ole auditorium where the rasslin is to be helt. One bout is already in progress—The Vegetable is rasslin a guy that calls hissef " The Animal. "

       The Animal is hairy as a ape, an is wearin a black mask over his eyes, an the first thing he does is to snatch off the hollered-out watermelon that The Vegetable is got over his head an drop kick it into the upper bleachers.

       Nex, he grapped The Vegetable by his head an ram him into the ring post. Then he bite The Vegetable on the han.

       I was feelin kinda sorry for the po ole Vegetable, but he got a few tricks hissef—namely, he reached down into the collard green leaves he is wearin for a jockstrap an grapped a hanful of some kind of shit an rub it in The Animal's eyes.

       The Animal be bellowin an staggerin all over the ring rubbin his eyes to git the stuff out, an The Vegetable come up behin him an kick him in the ass. Then he thowed The Animal into the ropes an wind them up aroun him so's he can't move an start to beatin the hell outta The Animal. The crowd be booin The Vegetable an thowin paper cups an stuff at him an The Vegetable be givin them back the finger. I was gettin kinda curious how it was gonna wind up, but then Mike come up to me an Dan an say for us to go on back into the dressin room an get into my costume cause I'm on nex against The Turd.

       * * *

       After I get into my diapers an the dunce cap, somebody knock on the door an axe, " Is The Dunce in there? "

       an Dan say, " Yes, " an the feller say, " You is on now, c'mon out, " an off we go.

       The Turd is already in the ring when I come down the aisle with Dan pushin hissef along behin me. The Turd is runnin aroun the ring makin faces at the crowd an damn if he don't actually look somethin like a turd in that body stockin. Anyhow, I climbed up in the ring an the referee get us together an say, " Okay, boys, I want a good clean match here—no gougin eyes or hittin below the belt or bitin or scratchin or any kind of shit like that. I nod an say, " Uh-huh, " an The Turd be glarin at me fiercely.

       When the bell rung, me an The Turd be circlin each other an he reached out with his foot to trip me but missed an I grapped him by the shoulders an slung him into the ropes. It was then I foun out he have greased hissef up with some kinda slippery shit that make him hard to hold on to. I tried to grap him aroun his waist but he shot out from my hans like a eel. I took a holt of his arm, but he squished away from that too, an be grinnin an laughin at me.

       Then he come runnin at me head on to butt me in the stomach but I stepped aside an The Turd go flyin thru the ropes an land in the front row. Everbody be booin an catcallin him, but he climbed on back up in the ring an brung with him a foldup chair. He start chasin me aroun with the chair an since I got nothin to defend mysef with, I start to run away. But The Turd, he hit me in the back with the chair, an let me tell you, that hurt. I tried to get the chair away from him, but he conked me on the head with it, an I was in a corner an there wadn't no place to hide. Then he kicked me in the shin an when I bend over to hole my shin, he kick me in the other shin.

       Dan is settin on the ring apron yellin at the referee to make The Turd put down the chair, but it ain't doin no good. The Turd hit me four or five times with the chair an knock me down an get on top of me an grap my hair an start bangin my head on the floor. Then he grap holt to my arm an begun twistin my fingers. I look over at Dan an say, " What the hell is this? " an Dan be tryin to get thru the ring ropes but Mike, he stand up an pull Dan back by his shirt collar. Then all of a sudden the bell rung, an I get to go to my corner.

       " Listen, " I says, " this bastid is tryin to kill me, beatin me on the head with a chair an all. I is gonna have to do somethin bout it. "

       " What you is gonna do is lose, " Mike say. " He ain't tryin to hurt you—he is just tryin to make it look good. "

       " It sure don't feel good, " I say.

       " Jus stay in there for a few more minutes an then let him pin you down, " Mike says. " Remember, you is makin five hundrit dollars for comin here an losin—not winnin. "

       " He hits me with that chair again, I don't know what I'm gonna do, " I says. I am lookin out in the audience an there is Jenny lookin upset an embarrassed. I am beginnin to think this is not the right thing to do.

       Anyhow, the bell rung again an out I go. The Turd try to grap me by the hair but I flung him off an he go spinnin into the ropes like a top. Then I picked him up aroun the waist an lif him up but he slid out of my grip an land on his ass an be moanin an complainin an rubbin his ass, an the nex thing I knew, his manager done handed him one of them " plumber's helpers" with the rubber thing on the end an he commence to beat me on the head with that. Well, I grapped it away from him an busted it in two over my knee an start goin after him, but I see Mike there, shakin his head, an so I let The Turd come an take holt of my arm an twist it in a hammerlock.

⇐ Предыдущая 7 8 9 10 111213 14 15 16 Следующая ⇒