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of shooting parties, in which he had killed more birds

(though without having one good shot) than all his

companions together; and described to her some famous

day`s sport, with the fox-hounds, in which his foresight

and skill in directing the dogs had repaired the mistakes

of the most experienced huntsman, and in which the boldness

of his riding, though it had never endangered his own

life for a moment, had been constantly leading others

into difficulties, which he calmly concluded had broken

the necks of many.

Little as Catherine was in the habit of judging

for herself, and unfixed as were her general notions of what

men ought to be, she could not entirely repress a doubt,

while she bore with the effusions of his endless conceit,

of his being altogether completely agreeable. It was a

bold surmise, for he was Isabella`s brother; and she had

been assured by James that his manners would recommend him

to all her sex; but in spite of this, the extreme weariness

of his company, which crept over her before they had been

out an hour, and which continued unceasingly to increase

till they stopped in Pulteney Street again, induced her,

in some small degree, to resist such high authority,

and to distrust his powers of giving universal pleasure.

When they arrived at Mrs. Allen`s door, the astonishment

of Isabella was hardly to be expressed, on finding that it

was too late in the day for them to attend her friend into

the house: " Past three o`clock! " It was inconceivable,

incredible, impossible! And she would neither believe her

own watch, nor her brother`s, nor the servant`s; she would

believe no assurance of it founded on reason or reality,

till Morland produced his watch, and ascertained the fact;

to have doubted a moment longer then would have been

equally inconceivable, incredible, and impossible;

and she could only protest, over and over again, that no

two hours and a half had ever gone off so swiftly before,

as Catherine was called on to confirm; Catherine could not

tell a falsehood even to please Isabella; but the latter

was spared the misery of her friend`s dissenting voice,

by not waiting for her answer. Her own feelings entirely

engrossed her; her wretchedness was most acute on finding

herself obliged to go directly home. It was ages since she

had had a moment`s conversation with her dearest Catherine;

and, though she had such thousands of things to say to her,

it appeared as if they were never to be together again;

so, with sniffles of most exquisite misery, and the laughing

eye of utter despondency, she bade her friend adieu and went on.

Catherine found Mrs. Allen just returned from all

the busy idleness of the morning, and was immediately

greeted with, " Well, my dear, here you are, " a truth

which she had no greater inclination than power to dispute;

" and I hope you have had a pleasant airing? "

" Yes, ma`am, I thank you; we could not have had

a nicer day. "

" So Mrs. Thorpe said; she was vastly pleased

at your all going. "

" You have seen Mrs. Thorpe, then? "

" Yes, I went to the pump-room as soon as you were gone,

and there I met her, and we had a great deal of talk together.

She says there was hardly any veal to be got at market

this morning, it is so uncommonly scarce. "

" Did you see anybody else of our acquaintance? "

" Yes; we agreed to take a turn in the Crescent,

and there we met Mrs. Hughes, and Mr. and Miss Tilney

walking with her. "

" Did you indeed? And did they speak to you? "

" Yes, we walked along the Crescent together for half

an hour. They seem very agreeable people. Miss Tilney

was in a very pretty spotted muslin, and I fancy, by what I

can learn, that she always dresses very handsomely.

Mrs. Hughes talked to me a great deal about the family. "

" And what did she tell you of them? "

" Oh! A vast deal indeed; she hardly talked of anything else. "

" Did she tell you what part of Gloucestershire they

come from? "

" Yes, she did; but I cannot recollect now. But they

are very good kind of people, and very rich. Mrs. Tilney was

a Miss Drummond, and she and Mrs. Hughes were schoolfellows;

and Miss Drummond had a very large fortune; and, when she

married, her father gave her twenty thousand pounds,

and five hundred to buy wedding-clothes. Mrs. Hughes

saw all the clothes after they came from the warehouse. "

" And are Mr. and Mrs. Tilney in Bath? "

" Yes, I fancy they are, but I am not quite certain.

Upon recollection, however, I have a notion they are both dead;

at least the mother is; yes, I am sure Mrs. Tilney is dead,

because Mrs. Hughes told me there was a very beautiful

set of pearls that Mr. Drummond gave his daughter on her

wedding-day and that Miss Tilney has got now, for they

were put by for her when her mother died. "

" And is Mr. Tilney, my partner, the only son? "

" I cannot be quite positive about that, my dear;

I have some idea he is; but, however, he is a very fine

young man, Mrs. Hughes says, and likely to do very well. "

Catherine inquired no further; she had heard enough

to feel that Mrs. Allen had no real intelligence to give,

and that she was most particularly unfortunate herself

in having missed such a meeting with both brother

and sister. Could she have foreseen such a circumstance,

nothing should have persuaded her to go out with the others;

and, as it was, she could only lament her ill luck,

and think over what she had lost, till it was clear

to her that the drive had by no means been very pleasant

and that John Thorpe himself was quite disagreeable.

CHAPTER 10

The Allens, Thorpes, and Morlands all met in the

evening at the theatre; and, as Catherine and Isabella

sat together, there was then an opportunity for the

latter to utter some few of the many thousand things

which had been collecting within her for communication

in the immeasurable length of time which had divided them.

" Oh, heavens! My beloved Catherine, have I got you at last? "

was her address on Catherine`s entering the box and sitting

by her. " Now, Mr. Morland, " for he was close to her on

the other side, " I shall not speak another word to you all

the rest of the evening; so I charge you not to expect it.

My sweetest Catherine, how have you been this long age? But

I need not ask you, for you look delightfully. You really

have done your hair in a more heavenly style than ever;

you mischievous creature, do you want to attract everybody?

I assure you, my brother is quite in love with you already;

and as for Mr. Tilney--but that is a settled thing--even

your modesty cannot doubt his attachment now; his coming

back to Bath makes it too plain. Oh! What would not I

give to see him! I really am quite wild with impatience.

My mother says he is the most delightful young man in

the world; she saw him this morning, you know; you must

introduce him to me. Is he in the house now? Look about,

for heaven`s sake! I assure you, I can hardly exist till I

see him. "

" No, " said Catherine, " he is not here; I cannot see

him anywhere. "

" Oh, horrid! Am I never to be acquainted with him?

How do you like my gown? I think it does not look amiss;

the sleeves were entirely my own thought. Do you know,

I get so immoderately sick of Bath; your brother and I

were agreeing this morning that, though it is vastly

well to be here for a few weeks, we would not live

here for millions. We soon found out that our tastes

were exactly alike in preferring the country to every

other place; really, our opinions were so exactly the same,

it was quite ridiculous! There was not a single point in

which we differed; I would not have had you by for the world;

you are such a sly thing, I am sure you would have made

some droll remark or other about it. "

" No, indeed I should not. "

" Oh, yes you would indeed; I know you better than you

know yourself. You would have told us that we seemed

born for each other, or some nonsense of that kind,

which would have distressed me beyond conception;

my cheeks would have been as red as your roses; I would

not have had you by for the world. "

" Indeed you do me injustice; I would not have made

so improper a remark upon any account; and besides,

I am sure it would never have entered my head. "

Isabella smiled incredulously and talked the rest

of the evening to James.

Catherine`s resolution of endeavouring to meet Miss

Tilney again continued in full force the next morning;

and till the usual moment of going to the pump-room, she

felt some alarm from the dread of a second prevention.

But nothing of that kind occurred, no visitors appeared

to delay them, and they all three set off in good time

for the pump-room, where the ordinary course of events

and conversation took place; Mr. Allen, after drinking

his glass of water, joined some gentlemen to talk over

the politics of the day and compare the accounts of

their newspapers; and the ladies walked about together,

noticing every new face, and almost every new bonnet

in the room. The female part of the Thorpe family,

attended by James Morland, appeared among the crowd in less

than a quarter of an hour, and Catherine immediately took

her usual place by the side of her friend. James, who was

now in constant attendance, maintained a similar position,

and separating themselves from the rest of their party,

they walked in that manner for some time, till Catherine

began to doubt the happiness of a situation which,

confining her entirely to her friend and brother,

gave her very little share in the notice of either.

They were always engaged in some sentimental discussion

or lively dispute, but their sentiment was conveyed

in such whispering voices, and their vivacity attended

with so much laughter, that though Catherine`s supporting

opinion was not unfrequently called for by one or the other,

she was never able to give any, from not having heard a word

of the subject. At length however she was empowered to

disengage herself from her friend, by the avowed necessity

of speaking to Miss Tilney, whom she most joyfully saw

just entering the room with Mrs. Hughes, and whom she

instantly joined, with a firmer determination to be acquainted,

than she might have had courage to command, had she

not been urged by the disappointment of the day before.

Miss Tilney met her with great civility, returned her

advances with equal goodwill, and they continued talking

together as long as both parties remained in the room;

and though in all probability not an observation was made,

nor an expression used by either which had not been made

and used some thousands of times before, under that roof,

in every Bath season, yet the merit of their being spoken

with simplicity and truth, and without personal conceit,

might be something uncommon.

" How well your brother dances! " was an artless exclamation

of Catherine`s towards the close of their conversation,

which at once surprised and amused her companion.

" Henry! " she replied with a smile. " Yes, he does

dance very well. "

" He must have thought it very odd to hear me say I

was engaged the other evening, when he saw me sitting down.

But I really had been engaged the whole day to Mr. Thorpe. "

Miss Tilney could only bow. " You cannot think, "

added Catherine after a moment`s silence, " how surprised I

was to see him again. I felt so sure of his being quite

gone away. "

" When Henry had the pleasure of seeing you before,

he was in Bath but for a couple of days. He came only

to engage lodgings for us. "

" That never occurred to me; and of course,

not seeing him anywhere, I thought he must be gone.

Was not the young lady he danced with on Monday a Miss Smith? "

" Yes, an acquaintance of Mrs. Hughes. "

" I dare say she was very glad to dance. Do you

think her pretty? " " Not very. "

" He never comes to the pump-room, I suppose? "

" Yes, sometimes; but he has rid out this morning with

my father. "

Mrs. Hughes now joined them, and asked Miss Tilney

if she was ready to go. " I hope I shall have the

pleasure of seeing you again soon, " said Catherine.

" Shall you be at the cotillion ball tomorrow? "

" Perhaps we-- Yes, I think we certainly shall. "

" I am glad of it, for we shall all be there. "

This civility was duly returned; and they parted--on

Miss Tilney`s side with some knowledge of her new

acquaintance`s feelings, and on Catherine`s, without

the smallest consciousness of having explained them.

She went home very happy. The morning had answered

all her hopes, and the evening of the following day

was now the object of expectation, the future good.

What gown and what head-dress she should wear on the

occasion became her chief concern. She cannot be justified

in it. Dress is at all times a frivolous distinction,

and excessive solicitude about it often destroys its own aim.

Catherine knew all this very well; her great aunt had read

her a lecture on the subject only the Christmas before;

and yet she lay awake ten minutes on Wednesday night

debating between her spotted and her tamboured muslin,

and nothing but the shortness of the time prevented her

buying a new one for the evening. This would have been

an error in judgment, great though not uncommon, from which

one of the other sex rather than her own, a brother rather

than a great aunt, might have warned her, for man only can

be aware of the insensibility of man towards a new gown.

It would be mortifying to the feelings of many ladies,

could they be made to understand how little the heart of

man is affected by what is costly or new in their attire;

how little it is biased by the texture of their muslin,

and how unsusceptible of peculiar tenderness towards

the spotted, the sprigged, the mull, or the jackonet.

Woman is fine for her own satisfaction alone. No man will

admire her the more, no woman will like her the better

for it. Neatness and fashion are enough for the former,

and a something of shabbiness or impropriety will be most

endearing to the latter. But not one of these grave

reflections troubled the tranquillity of Catherine.

She entered the rooms on Thursday evening with feelings

very different from what had attended her thither the

Monday before. She had then been exulting in her engagement

to Thorpe, and was now chiefly anxious to avoid his sight,

lest he should engage her again; for though she could not,

dared not expect that Mr. Tilney should ask her a third

time to dance, her wishes, hopes, and plans all centred

in nothing less. Every young lady may feel for my

heroine in this critical moment, for every young lady

has at some time or other known the same agitation.

All have been, or at least all have believed themselves to be,

in danger from the pursuit of someone whom they wished

to avoid; and all have been anxious for the attentions

of someone whom they wished to please. As soon as they

were joined by the Thorpes, Catherine`s agony began;

she fidgeted about if John Thorpe came towards her,

hid herself as much as possible from his view,

and when he spoke to her pretended not to hear him.

The cotillions were over, the country-dancing beginning,

and she saw nothing of the Tilneys.

" Do not be frightened, my dear Catherine, "

whispered Isabella, " but I am really going to dance with your

brother again. I declare positively it is quite shocking.

I tell him he ought to be ashamed of himself, but you

and John must keep us in countenance. Make haste,

my dear creature, and come to us. John is just walked off,

but he will be back in a moment. "

Catherine had neither time nor inclination to answer.

The others walked away, John Thorpe was still in view,

and she gave herself up for lost. That she might

not appear, however, to observe or expect him, she kept

her eyes intently fixed on her fan; and a self-condemnation

for her folly, in supposing that among such a crowd they

should even meet with the Tilneys in any reasonable time,

had just passed through her mind, when she suddenly

found herself addressed and again solicited to dance,

by Mr. Tilney himself. With what sparkling eyes and ready

motion she granted his request, and with how pleasing

a flutter of heart she went with him to the set,

may be easily imagined. To escape, and, as she believed,

so narrowly escape John Thorpe, and to be asked,

so immediately on his joining her, asked by Mr. Tilney,

as if he had sought her on purpose! --it did not appear

to her that life could supply any greater felicity.

Scarcely had they worked themselves into the quiet

possession of a place, however, when her attention

was claimed by John Thorpe, who stood behind her.

" Heyday, Miss Morland! " said he. " What is the meaning

of this? I thought you and I were to dance together. "

" I wonder you should think so, for you never asked me. "

" That is a good one, by Jove! I asked you as soon

as I came into the room, and I was just going to ask

you again, but when I turned round, you were gone! This

is a cursed shabby trick! I only came for the sake of

dancing with you, and I firmly believe you were engaged

to me ever since Monday. Yes; I remember, I asked you

while you were waiting in the lobby for your cloak.

And here have I been telling all my acquaintance that I

was going to dance with the prettiest girl in the room;

and when they see you standing up with somebody else,

they will quiz me famously. "

" Oh, no; they will never think of me, after such

a description as that. "

" By heavens, if they do not, I will kick them out

of the room for blockheads. What chap have you there? "

Catherine satisfied his curiosity. " Tilney, " he repeated.

" Hum--I do not know him. A good figure of a man; well put

together. Does he want a horse? Here is a friend of mine,

Sam Fletcher, has got one to sell that would suit anybody.

A famous clever animal for the road--only forty guineas.

I had fifty minds to buy it myself, for it is one of my

maxims always to buy a good horse when I meet with one;

but it would not answer my purpose, it would not do for

the field. I would give any money for a real good hunter.

I have three now, the best that ever were backed.

I would not take eight hundred guineas for them.

Fletcher and I mean to get a house in Leicestershire,

against the next season. It is so d-- uncomfortable,

living at an inn. "

This was the last sentence by which he could weary

Catherine`s attention, for he was just then borne off by the

resistless pressure of a long string of passing ladies.

Her partner now drew near, and said, " That gentleman would

have put me out of patience, had he stayed with you half

a minute longer. He has no business to withdraw the attention

of my partner from me. We have entered into a contract

of mutual agreeableness for the space of an evening,

and all our agreeableness belongs solely to each other

for that time. Nobody can fasten themselves on the notice

of one, without injuring the rights of the other.

I consider a country-dance as an emblem of marriage.

Fidelity and complaisance are the principal duties of both;

and those men who do not choose to dance or marry themselves,

have no business with the partners or wives of their neighbours. "

" But they are such very different things! "

" --That you think they cannot be compared together. "

" To be sure not. People that marry can never part,

but must go and keep house together. People that dance

only stand opposite each other in a long room for half

an hour. "

" And such is your definition of matrimony and dancing.

Taken in that light certainly, their resemblance is

not striking; but I think I could place them in such a view.

You will allow, that in both, man has the advantage

of choice, woman only the power of refusal; that in both,

it is an engagement between man and woman, formed for

the advantage of each; and that when once entered into,

they belong exclusively to each other till the moment

of its dissolution; that it is their duty, each to

endeavour to give the other no cause for wishing that he

or she had bestowed themselves elsewhere, and their best

interest to keep their own imaginations from wandering

towards the perfections of their neighbours, or fancying

that they should have been better off with anyone else.

You will allow all this? "

" Yes, to be sure, as you state it, all this sounds

very well; but still they are so very different.

I cannot look upon them at all in the same light,

nor think the same duties belong to them. "

" In one respect, there certainly is a difference.

In marriage, the man is supposed to provide for the support

of the woman, the woman to make the home agreeable to the man;

he is to purvey, and she is to smile. But in dancing,

their duties are exactly changed; the agreeableness,

the compliance are expected from him, while she furnishes

the fan and the lavender water. That, I suppose, was the

difference of duties which struck you, as rendering the

conditions incapable of comparison. "

" No, indeed, I never thought of that. "

" Then I am quite at a loss. One thing, however, I must

observe. This disposition on your side is rather alarming.

You totally disallow any similarity in the obligations;

and may I not thence infer that your notions of the duties

of the dancing state are not so strict as your partner

might wish? Have I not reason to fear that if the gentleman

who spoke to you just now were to return, or if any other

gentleman were to address you, there would be nothing

to restrain you from conversing with him as long as you chose? "

" Mr. Thorpe is such a very particular friend of my

brother`s, that if he talks to me, I must talk to him again;

but there are hardly three young men in the room besides

him that I have any acquaintance with. "

" And is that to be my only security? Alas, alas! "

" Nay, I am sure you cannot have a better; for if I

do not know anybody, it is impossible for me to talk

to them; and, besides, I do not want to talk to anybody. "

" Now you have given me a security worth having; and I

shall proceed with courage. Do you find Bath as agreeable

as when I had the honour of making the inquiry before? "

" Yes, quite--more so, indeed. "

" More so! Take care, or you will forget to be

tired of it at the proper time. You ought to be tired

at the end of six weeks. "

" I do not think I should be tired, if I were to stay

here six months. "

" Bath, compared with London, has little variety,

and so everybody finds out every year. `For six weeks,

I allow Bath is pleasant enough; but beyond that, it is

the most tiresome place in the world. ` You would be told

so by people of all descriptions, who come regularly

every winter, lengthen their six weeks into ten or twelve,

and go away at last because they can afford to stay

no longer. "

" Well, other people must judge for themselves,

and those who go to London may think nothing of Bath.

But I, who live in a small retired village in the country,

can never find greater sameness in such a place as this

than in my own home; for here are a variety of amusements,

a variety of things to be seen and done all day long, which I

can know nothing of there. "

" You are not fond of the country. "

" Yes, I am. I have always lived there, and always

been very happy. But certainly there is much more

sameness in a country life than in a Bath life.

One day in the country is exactly like another. "

" But then you spend your time so much more rationally

in the country. "

" Do I? "

" Do you not? "

" I do not believe there is much difference. "

" Here you are in pursuit only of amusement all day long. "

" And so I am at home--only I do not find so much of it.

I walk about here, and so I do there; but here I see

a variety of people in every street, and there I can

only go and call on Mrs. Allen. "

Mr. Tilney was very much amused.

" Only go and call on Mrs. Allen! " he repeated.

" What a picture of intellectual poverty! However, when you

sink into this abyss again, you will have more to say.

You will be able to talk of Bath, and of all that you

did here. "

" Oh! Yes. I shall never be in want of something

to talk of again to Mrs. Allen, or anybody else.

I really believe I shall always be talking of Bath,

when I am at home again--I do like it so very much.

If I could but have Papa and Mamma, and the rest of

them here, I suppose I should be too happy! James`s coming

(my eldest brother) is quite delightful--and especially

as it turns out that the very family we are just got

so intimate with are his intimate friends already.

Oh! Who can ever be tired of Bath? "

" Not those who bring such fresh feelings of every

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