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Did not they tell me that Mr. Tilney and his sister were

gone out in a phaeton together? And then what could I do?

But I had ten thousand times rather have been with you;

now had not I, Mrs. Allen? "

" My dear, you tumble my gown, " was Mrs. Allen`s reply.

Her assurance, however, standing sole as it did,

was not thrown away; it brought a more cordial,

more natural smile into his countenance, and he replied

in a tone which retained only a little affected reserve:

" We were much obliged to you at any rate for wishing us

a pleasant walk after our passing you in Argyle Street:

you were so kind as to look back on purpose. "

" But indeed I did not wish you a pleasant walk;

I never thought of such a thing; but I begged Mr. Thorpe

so earnestly to stop; I called out to him as soon as ever I

saw you; now, Mrs. Allen, did not-- Oh! You were not there;

but indeed I did; and, if Mr. Thorpe would only have stopped,

I would have jumped out and run after you. "

Is there a Henry in the world who could be insensible

to such a declaration? Henry Tilney at least was not.

With a yet sweeter smile, he said everything that need

be said of his sister`s concern, regret, and dependence

on Catherine`s honour. " Oh! Do not say Miss Tilney was

not angry, " cried Catherine, " because I know she was;

for she would not see me this morning when I called;

I saw her walk out of the house the next minute after

my leaving it; I was hurt, but I was not affronted.

Perhaps you did not know I had been there. "

" I was not within at the time; but I heard of it

from Eleanor, and she has been wishing ever since to

see you, to explain the reason of such incivility;

but perhaps I can do it as well. It was nothing more than

that my father--they were just preparing to walk out,

and he being hurried for time, and not caring to have it

put off--made a point of her being denied. That was all,

I do assure you. She was very much vexed, and meant

to make her apology as soon as possible. "

Catherine`s mind was greatly eased by this information,

yet a something of solicitude remained, from which sprang

the following question, thoroughly artless in itself,

though rather distressing to the gentleman: " But, Mr. Tilney,

why were you less generous than your sister? If she felt

such confidence in my good intentions, and could suppose

it to be only a mistake, why should you be so ready

to take offence? "

" Me! I take offence! "

" Nay, I am sure by your look, when you came into

the box, you were angry. "

" I angry! I could have no right. "

" Well, nobody would have thought you had no right

who saw your face. " He replied by asking her to make

room for him, and talking of the play.

He remained with them some time, and was only too

agreeable for Catherine to be contented when he went away.

Before they parted, however, it was agreed that the projected

walk should be taken as soon as possible; and, setting aside

the misery of his quitting their box, she was, upon the whole,

left one of the happiest creatures in the world.

While talking to each other, she had observed with

some surprise that John Thorpe, who was never in the same

part of the house for ten minutes together, was engaged

in conversation with General Tilney; and she felt something

more than surprise when she thought she could perceive

herself the object of their attention and discourse.

What could they have to say of her? She feared General

Tilney did not like her appearance: she found it was

implied in his preventing her admittance to his daughter,

rather than postpone his own walk a few minutes. " How came

Mr. Thorpe to know your father? " was her anxious inquiry,

as she pointed them out to her companion. He knew nothing

about it; but his father, like every military man,

had a very large acquaintance.

When the entertainment was over, Thorpe came to assist

them in getting out. Catherine was the immediate object

of his gallantry; and, while they waited in the lobby

for a chair, he prevented the inquiry which had travelled

from her heart almost to the tip of her tongue, by asking,

in a consequential manner, whether she had seen him

talking with General Tilney: " He is a fine old fellow,

upon my soul! Stout, active--looks as young as his son.

I have a great regard for him, I assure you: a gentleman-like,

good sort of fellow as ever lived. "

" But how came you to know him? "

" Know him! There are few people much about town that I

do not know. I have met him forever at the Bedford;

and I knew his face again today the moment he came into

the billiard-room. One of the best players we have,

by the by; and we had a little touch together, though I

was almost afraid of him at first: the odds were five

to four against me; and, if I had not made one of the

cleanest strokes that perhaps ever was made in this

world--I took his ball exactly--but I could not make you

understand it without a table; however, I did beat him.

A very fine fellow; as rich as a Jew. I should like

to dine with him; I dare say he gives famous dinners.

But what do you think we have been talking of? You.

Yes, by heavens! And the general thinks you the finest

girl in Bath. "

" Oh! Nonsense! How can you say so? "

" And what do you think I said? " --lowering his

voice--" well done, general, said I; I am quite of your mind. "

Here Catherine, who was much less gratified by his

admiration than by General Tilney`s, was not sorry to be

called away by Mr. Allen. Thorpe, however, would see her to

her chair, and, till she entered it, continued the same kind

of delicate flattery, in spite of her entreating him to have done.

That General Tilney, instead of disliking,

should admire her, was very delightful; and she joyfully

thought that there was not one of the family whom she need

now fear to meet. The evening had done more, much more,

for her than could have been expected.

CHAPTER 13

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday

have now passed in review before the reader; the events of

each day, its hopes and fears, mortifications and pleasures,

have been separately stated, and the pangs of Sunday

only now remain to be described, and close the week.

The Clifton scheme had been deferred, not relinquished,

and on the afternoon`s crescent of this day, it was

brought forward again. In a private consultation between

Isabella and James, the former of whom had particularly

set her heart upon going, and the latter no less anxiously

placed his upon pleasing her, it was agreed that,

provided the weather were fair, the party should take

place on the following morning; and they were to set

off very early, in order to be at home in good time.

The affair thus determined, and Thorpe`s approbation secured,

Catherine only remained to be apprised of it. She had

left them for a few minutes to speak to Miss Tilney.

In that interval the plan was completed, and as soon as she

came again, her agreement was demanded; but instead of the gay

acquiescence expected by Isabella, Catherine looked grave,

was very sorry, but could not go. The engagement which

ought to have kept her from joining in the former attempt

would make it impossible for her to accompany them now.

She had that moment settled with Miss Tilney to take

their proposed walk tomorrow; it was quite determined,

and she would not, upon any account, retract. But that

she must and should retract was instantly the eager cry

of both the Thorpes; they must go to Clifton tomorrow,

they would not go without her, it would be nothing

to put off a mere walk for one day longer, and they

would not hear of a refusal. Catherine was distressed,

but not subdued. " Do not urge me, Isabella. I am engaged

to Miss Tilney. I cannot go. " This availed nothing.

The same arguments assailed her again; she must go,

she should go, and they would not hear of a refusal.

" It would be so easy to tell Miss Tilney that you had just

been reminded of a prior engagement, and must only beg to

put off the walk till Tuesday. "

" No, it would not be easy. I could not do it.

There has been no prior engagement. " But Isabella became

only more and more urgent, calling on her in the most

affectionate manner, addressing her by the most endearing names.

She was sure her dearest, sweetest Catherine would not

seriously refuse such a trifling request to a friend

who loved her so dearly. She knew her beloved Catherine

to have so feeling a heart, so sweet a temper, to be so

easily persuaded by those she loved. But all in vain;

Catherine felt herself to be in the right, and though

pained by such tender, such flattering supplication,

could not allow it to influence her. Isabella then

tried another method. She reproached her with having

more affection for Miss Tilney, though she had known her

so little a while, than for her best and oldest friends,

with being grown cold and indifferent, in short,

towards herself. " I cannot help being jealous, Catherine,

when I see myself slighted for strangers, I, who love

you so excessively! When once my affections are placed,

it is not in the power of anything to change them.

But I believe my feelings are stronger than anybody`s;

I am sure they are too strong for my own peace; and to see

myself supplanted in your friendship by strangers does cut

me to the quick, I own. These Tilneys seem to swallow up

everything else. "

Catherine thought this reproach equally strange

and unkind. Was it the part of a friend thus to expose her

feelings to the notice of others? Isabella appeared to her

ungenerous and selfish, regardless of everything but her

own gratification. These painful ideas crossed her mind,

though she said nothing. Isabella, in the meanwhile,

had applied her handkerchief to her eyes; and Morland,

miserable at such a sight, could not help saying,

" Nay, Catherine. I think you cannot stand out any longer now.

The sacrifice is not much; and to oblige such a friend--I

shall think you quite unkind, if you still refuse. "

This was the first time of her brother`s openly

siding against her, and anxious to avoid his displeasure,

she proposed a compromise. If they would only put off

their scheme till Tuesday, which they might easily do,

as it depended only on themselves, she could go with them,

and everybody might then be satisfied. But " No, no,

no! " was the immediate answer; " that could not be,

for Thorpe did not know that he might not go to town

on Tuesday. " Catherine was sorry, but could do no more;

and a short silence ensued, which was broken by Isabella,

who in a voice of cold resentment said, " Very well,

then there is an end of the party. If Catherine

does not go, I cannot. I cannot be the only woman.

I would not, upon any account in the world, do so improper

a thing. "

" Catherine, you must go, " said James.

" But why cannot Mr. Thorpe drive one of his other

sisters? I dare say either of them would like to go. "

" Thank ye, " cried Thorpe, " but I did not come to Bath

to drive my sisters about, and look like a fool. No, if you

do not go, d-- me if I do. I only go for the sake of driving you. "

" That is a compliment which gives me no pleasure. "

But her words were lost on Thorpe, who had turned

abruptly away.

The three others still continued together,

walking in a most uncomfortable manner to poor Catherine;

sometimes not a word was said, sometimes she was again attacked

with supplications or reproaches, and her arm was still

linked within Isabella`s, though their hearts were at war.

At one moment she was softened, at another irritated;

always distressed, but always steady.

" I did not think you had been so obstinate, Catherine, "

said James; " you were not used to be so hard to persuade;

you once were the kindest, best-tempered of my sisters. "

" I hope I am not less so now, " she replied,

very feelingly; " but indeed I cannot go. If I am wrong,

I am doing what I believe to be right. "

" I suspect, " said Isabella, in a low voice,

" there is no great struggle. "

Catherine`s heart swelled; she drew away her arm,

and Isabella made no opposition. Thus passed a long ten minutes,

till they were again joined by Thorpe, who, coming to them

with a gayer look, said, " Well, I have settled the matter,

and now we may all go tomorrow with a safe conscience.

I have been to Miss Tilney, and made your excuses. "

" You have not! " cried Catherine.

" I have, upon my soul. Left her this moment. Told her

you had sent me to say that, having just recollected a prior

engagement of going to Clifton with us tomorrow, you could

not have the pleasure of walking with her till Tuesday.

She said very well, Tuesday was just as convenient to her;

so there is an end of all our difficulties. A pretty

good thought of mine--hey? "

Isabella`s countenance was once more all smiles

and good humour, and James too looked happy again.

" A most heavenly thought indeed! Now, my sweet Catherine,

all our distresses are over; you are honourably acquitted,

and we shall have a most delightful party. "

" This will not do, " said Catherine; " I cannot submit

to this. I must run after Miss Tilney directly and set

her right. "

Isabella, however, caught hold of one hand, Thorpe of

the other, and remonstrances poured in from all three.

Even James was quite angry. When everything was settled,

when Miss Tilney herself said that Tuesday would suit her

as well, it was quite ridiculous, quite absurd, to make

any further objection.

" I do not care. Mr. Thorpe had no business to invent

any such message. If I had thought it right to put

it off, I could have spoken to Miss Tilney myself.

This is only doing it in a ruder way; and how do I know

that Mr. Thorpe has-- He may be mistaken again perhaps;

he led me into one act of rudeness by his mistake on Friday.

Let me go, Mr. Thorpe; Isabella, do not hold me.

Thorpe told her it would be in vain to go after

the Tilneys; they were turning the corner into Brock Street,

when he had overtaken them, and were at home by this time.

" Then I will go after them, " said Catherine;

" wherever they are I will go after them. It does not

signify talking. If I could not be persuaded into doing

what I thought wrong, I never will be tricked into it. "

And with these words she broke away and hurried off.

Thorpe would have darted after her, but Morland withheld him.

" Let her go, let her go, if she will go. She is as

obstinate as--"

Thorpe never finished the simile, for it could

hardly have been a proper one.

Away walked Catherine in great agitation, as fast

as the crowd would permit her, fearful of being pursued,

yet determined to persevere. As she walked, she reflected

on what had passed. It was painful to her to disappoint

and displease them, particularly to displease her brother;

but she could not repent her resistance. Setting her own

inclination apart, to have failed a second time in her

engagement to Miss Tilney, to have retracted a promise

voluntarily made only five minutes before, and on a false

pretence too, must have been wrong. She had not been

withstanding them on selfish principles alone, she had

not consulted merely her own gratification; that might

have been ensured in some degree by the excursion itself,

by seeing Blaize Castle; no, she had attended to what was

due to others, and to her own character in their opinion.

Her conviction of being right, however, was not enough

to restore her composure; till she had spoken to Miss

Tilney she could not be at ease; and quickening her pace

when she got clear of the Crescent, she almost ran over the

remaining ground till she gained the top of Milsom Street.

So rapid had been her movements that in spite of the Tilneys`

advantage in the outset, they were but just fuming

into their lodgings as she came within view of them;

and the servant still remaining at the open door,

she used only the ceremony of saying that she must

speak with Miss Tilney that moment, and hurrying by him

proceeded upstairs. Then, opening the first door

before her, which happened to be the right, she immediately

found herself in the drawing-room with General Tilney,

his son, and daughter. Her explanation, defective only

in being--from her irritation of nerves and shortness

of breath--no explanation at all, was instantly given.

" I am come in a great hurry--It was all a mistake--I

never promised to go--I told them from the first I could

not go. --I ran away in a great hurry to explain it. --I

did not care what you thought of me. --I would not stay

for the servant. "

The business, however, though not perfectly

elucidated by this speech, soon ceased to be a puzzle.

Catherine found that John Thorpe had given the message;

and Miss Tilney had no scruple in owning herself greatly

surprised by it. But whether her brother had still

exceeded her in resentment, Catherine, though she

instinctively addressed herself as much to one as to

the other in her vindication, had no means of knowing.

Whatever might have been felt before her arrival,

her eager declarations immediately made every look

and sentence as friendly as she could desire.

The affair thus happily settled, she was introduced

by Miss Tilney to her father, and received by him

with such ready, such solicitous politeness as recalled

Thorpe`s information to her mind, and made her think

with pleasure that he might be sometimes depended on.

To such anxious attention was the general`s civility carried,

that not aware of her extraordinary swiftness in entering

the house, he was quite angry with the servant whose neglect

had reduced her to open the door of the apartment herself.

" What did William mean by it? He should make a point

of inquiring into the matter. " And if Catherine had not

most warmly asserted his innocence, it seemed likely

that William would lose the favour of his master forever,

if not his place, by her rapidity.

After sitting with them a quarter of an hour,

she rose to take leave, and was then most agreeably

surprised by General Tilney`s asking her if she would do

his daughter the honour of dining and spending the rest

of the day with her. Miss Tilney added her own wishes.

Catherine was greatly obliged; but it was quite out

of her power. Mr. and Mrs. Allen would expect her back

every moment. The general declared he could say no more;

the claims of Mr. and Mrs. Allen were not to be superseded;

but on some other day he trusted, when longer notice could

be given, they would not refuse to spare her to her friend.

" Oh, no; Catherine was sure they would not have the least

objection, and she should have great pleasure in coming. "

The general attended her himself to the street-door,

saying everything gallant as they went downstairs,

admiring the elasticity of her walk, which corresponded

exactly with the spirit of her dancing, and making

her one of the most graceful bows she had ever beheld,

when they parted.

Catherine, delighted by all that had passed,

proceeded gaily to Pulteney Street, walking, as she

concluded, with great elasticity, though she had never

thought of it before. She reached home without seeing

anything more of the offended party; and now that she

had been triumphant throughout, had carried her point,

and was secure of her walk, she began (as the flutter

of her spirits subsided) to doubt whether she had been

perfectly right. A sacrifice was always noble; and if she

had given way to their entreaties, she should have been

spared the distressing idea of a friend displeased,

a brother angry, and a scheme of great happiness to both

destroyed, perhaps through her means. To ease her mind,

and ascertain by the opinion of an unprejudiced person

what her own conduct had really been, she took occasion

to mention before Mr. Allen the half-settled scheme

of her brother and the Thorpes for the following day.

Mr. Allen caught at it directly. " Well, " said he,

" and do you think of going too? "

" No; I had just engaged myself to walk with Miss

Tilney before they told me of it; and therefore you know

I could not go with them, could I? "

" No, certainly not; and I am glad you do not

think of it. These schemes are not at all the thing.

Young men and women driving about the country in open

carriages! Now and then it is very well; but going to inns

and public places together! It is not right; and I wonder

Mrs. Thorpe should allow it. I am glad you do not think

of going; I am sure Mrs. Morland would not be pleased.

Mrs. Allen, are not you of my way of thinking? Do not you

think these kind of projects objectionable? "

" Yes, very much so indeed. Open carriages are

nasty things. A clean gown is not five minutes` wear in them.

You are splashed getting in and getting out; and the wind

takes your hair and your bonnet in every direction.

I hate an open carriage myself. "

" I know you do; but that is not the question.

Do not you think it has an odd appearance, if young

ladies are frequently driven about in them by young men,

to whom they are not even related? "

" Yes, my dear, a very odd appearance indeed.

I cannot bear to see it. "

" Dear madam, " cried Catherine, " then why did not

you tell me so before? I am sure if I had known it to

be improper, I would not have gone with Mr. Thorpe at all;

but I always hoped you would tell me, if you thought I

was doing wrong. "

" And so I should, my dear, you may depend on it; for as I

told Mrs. Morland at parting, I would always do the best

for you in my power. But one must not be over particular.

Young people will be young people, as your good mother

says herself. You know I wanted you, when we first came,

not to buy that sprigged muslin, but you would.

Young people do not like to be always thwarted. "

" But this was something of real consequence; and I

do not think you would have found me hard to persuade. "

" As far as it has gone hitherto, there is no harm done, "

said Mr. Allen; " and I would only advise you, my dear,

not to go out with Mr. Thorpe any more. "

" That is just what I was going to say, " added his wife.

Catherine, relieved for herself, felt uneasy

for Isabella, and after a moment`s thought, asked Mr. Allen

whether it would not be both proper and kind in her

to write to Miss Thorpe, and explain the indecorum

of which she must be as insensible as herself; for she

considered that Isabella might otherwise perhaps be going

to Clifton the next day, in spite of what had passed.

Mr. Allen, however, discouraged her from doing any

such thing. " You had better leave her alone, my dear;

she is old enough to know what she is about, and if not,

has a mother to advise her. Mrs. Thorpe is too indulgent

beyond a doubt; but, however, you had better not interfere.

She and your brother choose to go, and you will be only

getting ill will. "

Catherine submitted, and though sorry to think that

Isabella should be doing wrong, felt greatly relieved

by Mr. Allen`s approbation of her own conduct, and truly

rejoiced to be preserved by his advice from the danger

of falling into such an error herself. Her escape from

being one of the party to Clifton was now an escape indeed;

for what would the Tilneys have thought of her, if she

had broken her promise to them in order to do what was

wrong in itself, if she had been guilty of one breach

of propriety, only to enable her to be guilty of another?

CHAPTER 14

The next morning was fair, and Catherine almost

expected another attack from the assembled party.

With Mr. Allen to support her, she felt no dread of

the event: but she would gladly be spared a contest,

where victory itself was painful, and was heartily rejoiced

therefore at neither seeing nor hearing anything of them.

The Tilneys called for her at the appointed time;

and no new difficulty arising, no sudden recollection,

no unexpected summons, no impertinent intrusion to disconcert

their measures, my heroine was most unnaturally able to fulfil

her engagement, though it was made with the hero himself.

They determined on walking round Beechen Cliff, that noble

hill whose beautiful verdure and hanging coppice render it

so striking an object from almost every opening in Bath.

" I never look at it, " said Catherine, as they

walked along the side of the river, " without thinking

of the south of France. "

" You have been abroad then? " said Henry, a little surprised.

" Oh! No, I only mean what I have read about.

It always puts me in mind of the country that Emily and her

father travelled through, in The Mysteries of Udolpho.

But you never read novels, I dare say? "

" Why not? "

" Because they are not clever enough for you--gentlemen

read better books. "

" The person, be it gentleman or lady, who has not

pleasure in a good novel, must be intolerably stupid.

I have read all Mrs. Radcliffe`s works, and most of

them with great pleasure. The Mysteries of Udolpho,

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