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Uncertainty. Bewilderment. Serenity. Determination. DelusionsUncertainty
The clock is ticking, This situation wasn’t of our picking, The sluggish river of time Is slowly washing away all the crime.
It’s a beautiful lie nonetheless, We’re captured in destiny’s mess, These bonds are so dreadful to me, Ephemeral fears don’t let me be.
September, 2018
Bewilderment
I’m on the edge, burning in madness, Dwelling in my lonely sadness. On the crossroad here I stand, I see many ways ahead.
Which shall I choose? Where shall I go?
Nobody tells me the answer, Thus I am just my own dancer
February, 2019 Serenity
Oh, serenity, I hear your call; Watching the autumn leaves fall Makes me calm, as the streams Of a lifeless flow of dreams. I’m safe as if behind a wall; What’s instant “once” and endless “all”?
Stand still and pretend you are numb, Freeze and think what we’ve become.
March, 2019 Determination
They tell me to slow down, They can’t take my crown, I’m following my dreams, Breathing in destiny’s steams.
I’ve got a feeling like I’m flying, I’m abstaining from complying, I’m doing everything right, Following the brightest light.
Determination is my key, It’s my escape to flee, It clears my path nonetheless, I’m ought to cease all this mess.
February, 2019 Delusions
If I could change the way That you see yourself, You wouldn’t wonder Why you hear, “They don’t deserve you” Billie Eilish - “everything i wanted”
I cannot make sense of what you are saying, You think it is wrong what I am conveying. It is you who is in danger of delusions, You are gasping for air in illusions.
Why is it so?
You are afraid of changing your future, You are afraid of the mistakes you nurture, You think it is too late, It is somewhat of your fate...
No, it is not.
Forget your fears and take a leap in the dark To find the overwhelming spark, I’ve been walking in the shadows for life, I will endure this ceaseless strife, I will lighten the way with my brave heart, Just come with me, I will take your part.
If you are weak, I’ll give you a retreat, Help you stand up on your feet, Don’t tell me sweet lies about my confusion, That’s not the ultimate solution, Wake up, it’s time we healed the scars, We rose to reach the brightest stars.
Quod scripsi scripsi[1], I am not deranged, What I decided remains unchanged.
October, 2019
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