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‘Well, that makes absolutely no sense at all. Look here, I would hardly have sent the player off if I thought he was just going to be subbed by you, now would I? ’

‘That’s for you to say, referee. Nevertheless, the law is the law. And there’s no room for interpretation. Consult your own officials. Go and find the UEFA guy and ask him if you like. But if you ever want to referee a game outside a potato field in Galway again I should pay attention to what I’m saying now. What you’re doing is not within the rules of the game. And if you’re not careful your name will be a byword for stupidity before the end of the week. ’

After much heated argument, during which time I was ordered to sit in the stands not once but three times, I finally managed to persuade him to read the rules now displayed on my iPad. Mr Blackard then went to consult with his five match officials and I walked back to our dugout to the usual shrill Greek chorus.

‘What’s he say? ’ asked Simon.

‘He’s still standing on his dignity. ’

‘What did I tell you? ’ said Simon. ‘I told you that bastard Backward, or whatever his fucking name is, was bent. ’

‘I don’t think he’s bent, ’ I said. ‘I think he’s just stupid. And ignorant. And pig‑ headed. And scared of looking like a twat. ’

‘It’s a bit late for that, I’d say. Why did Mohamed Hachani gob on Soltani’s hand anyway? ’

I explained about the Champions League music and how Hachani seemed to have taken offence to its subject.

‘People as sensitive as that lad have got no business playing football, ’ observed Simon. ‘Next thing we’ll have Hindus refusing to throw in the ball because it’s made of cow leather. Or Muslims refusing to run onto a pitch because the fucking grass is fertilised with pig shit. Christ, when I was playing for Rotherham we used to leave a turd in someone’s fucking shoe. For a laugh, like. I’d like to have seen Hachani’s face then. ’

‘This confirms what I’ve always suspected. That Yorkshire men have a sophisticated sense of humour. ’

‘Happen that’s true, aye. ’

‘But technically this is all Kojo’s fault. If only he’d kept his fucking mouth shut, then none of this would have happened and Soltani would still be on that pitch. It was him who kept on pointing out that Zadok was a Jew. ’

‘That’s why he’s the Technical Director, I suppose, ’ observed Simon. ‘Because technically he’s a cunt. We both agree about that, boss. But now he’s in place at this club it’s going to be very hard to get rid of the bastard. Anything you say to Vik about him is going to look like sour grapes. ’

‘I’d like to stick that fucking fly‑ whisk up his arse. ’

‘Is that what it is? I was wondering why he was walking around with that thing. I thought it was a sort of feather duster. You know? Like Ken Dodd. ’

Blackard finished talking to his officials and now waved Jimmy Ribbans onto the pitch and for the first time that evening I smiled, although mostly I was smiling at how anyone could have mistaken a fly‑ whisk for a feather duster.

‘Thank Christ for that, ’ said Simon. ‘It seems like the Irish cunt has seen sense. Now maybe we can get on with the fucking game. ’

I glanced behind us up into the stand and met the faces of several thousand hostile Greeks who proceeded to tell me that I was a malakas and other interesting epithets to do with the colour of my skin. I wondered if any of them could even read the many Respect and No To Racism slogans that appeared in Greek and English on the perimeter advertising hoardings.

A minute or two later, the referee checked his watch and, fifteen minutes later than scheduled, he blew his whistle for the game to start.

After everything that had happened before the match, it was a relief to watch a game of football, even though that wasn’t the way I’d decided we were going to play it. Because right from the kick‑ off our players were quickly on their weakest player – the midfielder, Mariliza Mouratidis – like they held him personally responsible for keeping us all in Greece, and closing him down like they were a bunch of liquidators.

‘I hope this works, ’ said Simon. ‘You know what European refs are like. They hand out cards like Japanese businessmen. And after what just happened with that Irish bastard, Backward – he’s probably dying to send another of our lads off. ’

‘On the contrary, ’ I said. ‘I think that what happened might just work in our favour. Backward already looks stupid because he didn’t know the rules. He’ll know that in his bones now. There’s no point in looking like a cunt as well. ’

But two extra‑ hard tackles in the first fifteen minutes stood out from the rest. Mouratidis ran at speed onto a long ball from Roman Boerescu which landed just inside our box, with the ball bouncing just a little too high for him to control; he looked up, waiting for it drop a little so he could perhaps head it onto his foot, with no idea that Kenny Traynor – all six foot three of him – had already taken off and, like Mercury himself, was now heading through the air, fist first.

Kenny punched the ball cleanly and fifteen yards clear of his box, at least half a second before his trailing knee caught Mouratidis on the side of the head and clotheslined him. Fortunately the inevitable Greek howls and demands for a penalty were wasted on the Irish referee and the officials who’d had an excellent view of what had happened. Anyone looking at the incident would have said that Kenny had touched the ball first and behaved with an almost foolhardy lack of concern for his own safety, so much so that everyone in the City dugout was relieved to see him get up again. Everyone but the Olympiacos supporters, that is, who were outraged that a penalty was not going to be given.

‘Nice one, ’ I said. ‘That should give the lad plenty of pause for thought. ’

‘You fucking Irish malakas, ’ someone not very far behind me was shouting at the ref. ‘You want to wear your glasses instead of keeping them up your arse. ’

Mouratidis stayed flat on his back for at least two minutes; and after treatment off the field, returned to the game with no obvious signs of injury. It was perhaps unfortunate for him that the next incident involving the boy was to compete for a fifty‑ fifty ball with Gary Ferguson, who has the hardest head in British football. The man could head a wrecking ball and still walk away with a smile on his face. The two players jumped for a high ball, with the difference between them being that the later slow‑ motion replay showed Gary’s head arriving with more energy and malice aforethought than a rock from a trebuchet; it was almost as if he had regarded the football as an unfortunate impediment to the delivery of a real Glasgow kiss. And Gary knew what he was doing; he seemed to head his way through the ball, before his head connected with the young Greek’s forehead.

Once again Mouratidis went down as if felled by a Tyson uppercut only to find that Gary, who knew very well how appearances can influence weaker‑ minded referees, had already beaten him to the deck and was now holding the crown of his head and writhing on the ground as if trying to roll himself up in turf.

Anxiously I glanced at the linesman and was reassured to see his flag had stayed by his side.

‘Christ, ’ muttered Simon as both physios sprinted onto the pitch amid a virtual storm of whistled air. ‘I hope that crazy Scots bastard is all right. ’

‘He’s not injured, ’ I said. ‘A head like Gary’s could breach a castle wall. He’s just wriggling his way clear of a potential yellow, that’s all. You mark my words, Simon. Just as soon as he sees the ref’s hand is staying away from his top pocket he’ll be on his feet again, like nothing happened. ’

A minute later my prediction was fulfilled and, still holding his head as if he could feel his hair transplant starting to work, Gary came back to the line with Gareth Haverfield. I got up from the bench, grabbed a bottle of water from the kitbag and stood beside them. Gary took the bottle from my hand and, with the plastic tit between what few teeth were left in his head, muttered back me, ‘I’ll be very surprised if the fucker gets up from that, boss. ’

‘We don’t want the bastard off the field, ’ I said. ‘I told you. We just want him nervous when he’s on the ball. Like it was filled with fifty thousand volts. So that the next time Prometheus runs at him he’ll think it’s better just to stay the fuck out of his way. ’

To my relief, Mouratidis got up and started to hobble back to the line. I glanced anxiously at Trikoupis to see if he was about to send another man on in the young Greek’s place, but none of the Olympiacos players were even warming up.   ‘Got it, ’ said Gary, and tossing the bottle behind him he ran back onto the pitch.

‘If this carries on, ’ observed Simon, ‘it won’t be Mrs Mouratidis who’s in hospital, it’ll be her son, too. ’

‘That’s their problem, ’ I said. ‘Ours is winning this game. ’

Once again Mouratidis went back onto the field, apparently still none the worse for wear. I stayed at the edge of my technical area shouting instructions, most of which were lost under the noise of the crowd; but when I saw Gary speak in the ear of Prometheus the African kid turned, caught my eye, and then nodded very deliberately as if he understood exactly what to do.

A minute or two later he ran onto a powerful roll‑ out from Kenny that looked more like a snooker shot it was so well placed, and a split second later Prometheus was sprinting straight up the centre of the pitch like Wayne Rooney on ketamine – the raging bull way he used to run straight at people when he first joined Man U after leaving Everton. Mouratidis kept pace with Prometheus for ten or fifteen yards before making a futile, almost childish attempt to get his arm in front of the young Nigerian who wasn’t having any of it and even seemed to shrug him off like an old overcoat, whereupon the Greek fell beneath the feet of another chasing player and didn’t move again until Prometheus had completed his run, by which time the ball was in the back of the Greek net.

The goal was so quick I didn’t even see it. The best goals are often like that, over before you know it, which is why managers often look so dozy in the dugout. Sometimes you can’t see the very thing that you’re looking for. With the Olympiacos crowd behind their goal carrying on regardless with their Neanderthal chants, it was only the Panathinaikos fans going wild with delight to see their greatest rivals a goal down after just twenty minutes that tipped us off that we were now one‑ up on the night.

‘He’s only fucking well scored, ’ yelled Simon.

I turned away from the pitch and double‑ punched an invisible dog at my knee before I found myself held around the waist by Simon Page in a bear hug of alarming power and then lifted high into the air. He put me down just in time for me to catch Prometheus as he launched himself into my arms, and it was fortunate that I’m a fit man as the combination of these two celebrations would surely have injured someone weaker.

‘Thanks, boss, ’ yelled Prometheus. ‘Thanks for believing in me, and for making me believe in myself. ’

‘Now go and score another and remind these Greek bastards how good you are, ’ I yelled back at him.

Slapping the club badge on the breast of his shirt Prometheus sprinted back onto the field and I told myself that it was me and not our new technical director who’d helped the boy find his winning streak again. This is all football management’s about: making players feel good about themselves enough to play the best they can. To do that you need a bit more than just a hairdryer, and anyone who tells you different is full of shit.

‘Four – two, ’ yelled Simon.

Twenty minutes later, on the edge of half time, Prometheus struck again when Jimmy Ribbans’s powerful twenty‑ yard strike ricocheted off their goalpost and, without a moment of hesitation, the Nigerian boy launched himself headfirst at the rebound and scored – an astonishing diving kamikaze of a goal that was every bit as courageous as it was spectacular: 4–3.

‘I don’t know what you said to him on that fucking boat, ’ said Simon. ‘But it worked. ’

‘All I did was give him a history lesson. ’

‘He’s like a different player. Now if he can do it once more I’ll have his baby. ’

Trikoupis was looking rattled now. Summoning his team captain, Giannis Maniatis, to the touchline, he gave him some animated instructions, seemingly unaware that half time was just minutes away and that he had actually moved several feet beyond his technical area and was now standing on the pitch. The sixth official, William Winter, pulled at the Greek manager’s shirtsleeve, trying to bring him back into the technical area, but the Olympiacos manager was having none of it. He wrested his arm away from Winter who pulled at him again, and, perhaps because he was English, Trikoupis turned and shouted in his face.

I’m pretty sure that Winter didn’t speak more than one word of Greek; but then he only needed to know one word; malakas is a word that all of the officials are well aware of and while they had been briefed by UEFA to be on the lookout for it from some of the players and of course from the crowd, none of them had expected to hear it from the Greek manager himself.

Calling the sixth official a wanker to his face would have been bad enough but Trikoupis now shoved him away. Winter took a couple of tiny steps backwards, and then fell flat on his back. Now it’s a fact of the modern game that nearly all players will, from time to time, take a dive in the hope of a foul or a penalty, but it’s rare in the European game that you see an official go down as easily as Winter did. I’ll always remember watching a match between Newcastle and Southampton when Mohamed Sissoko put the referee on the deck and, to all the world, it looked like it was the ref who had taken a dive. Fortunately on this occasion the lino was right beside William Winter and immediately raised his flag to summon Backward who, advised of what had happened – or at least appeared to happen – and doubtless pleased that he could send someone else off who wasn’t actually playing, ordered Trikoupis to the stands.

Trikoupis kicked a plastic water bottle away in disgust. The bottle flew through the air and struck a uniformed policeman in the face. At which point the cop took Trikoupis by the arm and led him off the pitch. The Olympiacos fans went wild with anger, while those of Panathinaikos went wild with delight.

‘Is he arresting him, or what? ’ I said.

‘I fucking hope so, ’ admitted Simon. ‘I would love it – love it if that bastard spent the night in the cells. ’

He and I tried to contain our glee but it wasn’t easy; while the Greeks came pouring out of their dugout to remonstrate with Mr Backward and the cop, Simon and I retired to our own dugout, occupied our mouths with chewing gum and water bottles and observed the proceedings from a safe distance. This was just as well as a red flare came sailing through the air and landed close to the corner flag in our half.

‘You can tell a lot about a country by the way they protest against the inevitable, ’ mused Simon. ‘I mean, it’s obvious that referee isn’t going to change his mind about that one. But the bastards seem determined to argue it. ’

‘You can tell why Zeus got so pissed off with these people and was so fond of throwing thunderbolts about the place, ’ I said. ‘They’d try the patience of a pope. ’

By now the referee was surrounded with Olympiacos coaching staff and players and it wasn’t long before the assistant manager, Sakis Theodoridou, had been sent to join Hristos Trikoupis in the stands.

‘That’s their half‑ time team talk well and truly fucked, ’ said Simon. ‘I guess the physio will have to do it now. Or maybe that Mrs Boerescu who did the kiddies’ tea before the match. Christ, that’s a nice‑ looking woman. She can give me a bollocking any time she wants. Just as long as my bollocks are in the right place, which’d be resting comfortably on her chin. ’

Another burning flare came sailing through the air as if somewhere a ship was in distress and, completely recovered from his severe fall, Mr Winter walked away from the mê lé e that was still berating the referee, and kicked the flare off the pitch, where a security man attempted to put it out with an extinguisher.

‘This is beginning to look serious, ’ I said. ‘Let’s just hope that twat Backward doesn’t abandon the match. Not with us two‑ up on the night. ’

‘He wouldn’t do that, would he? ’

‘He just might, you know. Last time a match between the Greens and the Reds was abandoned was as recently as March 2012 when the Greens set fire to the stadium. ’

‘Fuck me, ’ said Simon. ‘I know it’s important, football. And I know you want players who will fight when there’s nothing at stake, but that shouldn’t ever apply to the fucking fans. ’

Somehow the match restarted and a couple of minutes later the Irish referee blew his whistle for half time, which managed to calm things down a little. Air conditioning and about a ton of Valium would have been more effective, probably. As we trooped down the tunnel I heard an enormous, deafening bang that someone told me was an exploding fire extinguisher; sometimes the Greek fans set them alight, I was told by someone, which seemed so fucking crazy and dangerous I almost considered pulling out of the game then and there. What kind of a country is it where they set fire to extinguishers? One way or another I was looking forward to going home to London, where – thank God – hooliganism of this order was a thing of the past and the biggest bang you’ll ever hear is when David Beckham shuts the door of his Rolls‑ Royce in anger.

In the malodorous slum of a dressing room I told our players only that there was nothing I could tell them that would improve the way they were playing now, except for one thing:

‘Just imagine what’s happening right now, in the Olympiacos dressing room. Fucking chaos, that’s what’s happening. Total meltdown. Let’s hope Trikoupis is in jail. Giannis Maniatis is probably having to do the team talk. Giving them a piece of his mind. Which he probably keeps in that little space between his eyebrows. ’

‘What would you say, boss? ’ asked Gary. ‘What would you say to them if it was you in there giving the team talk? ’

‘Yes, ’ said Ayrton, ‘it’d be good to hear that. ’

‘Christ, ’ I said, ‘I wouldn’t know where to start. But I suppose the first thing I’d tell those guys in red would be this: you’re a complete bunch of malakes. ’

Everyone cheered with noisy good humour.

‘Either that or a bunch of fucking mongs. ’

More cheers.

‘He said “mong”, ’ squeaked Ayrton Taylor, in imitation of Ricky Gervais, who is quite fond of the ‘m’ word himself.

‘But seriously, lads, Gianni needs to tell his team to keep a lot tighter at the back. That’s the major problem. The way they defended those two set pieces we had – that was appalling; we were unlucky not to have scored from those as well. They seem more interested in trying to keep possession of the ball than in defending. I think that may have been the inspired team tactic of the night. Deny us the ball and play pass the bloody parcel and hope that we’ll give up chasing the game. But it’s not working. Nothing for them is working now. Not even the gods.

‘In the air, well, they’re just crap. A team of acrophobic pygmies could win more high balls than they did in the first half. And certainly I would take that child Mouratidis off. He’s completely lost his bottle now that Gary has given him an old‑ fashioned Toxteth lobotomy. ’

Prometheus grinned a huge grin and clapped Gary on the back of the head.

‘Here, mind the fucking hair, ’ he said, which got another big laugh.

‘Gary? You might not get the Ballon d’Or this year, but you’ll certainly win the lead balloon for the best head‑ butt I’ve seen since Zinedine Zidane took out Marco Materazzi. Maybe they’ll erect a statue to you in Qatar. But I really wouldn’t know who I’d bring on in Mouratidis’s place. Mrs Boerescu, probably. She couldn’t do any worse than him. Maybe she could offer a free blow job for anyone of theirs who scores a goal tonight. That might get them going a bit. I know it would get Big Simon going. He’s talked about nothing but her sucking his cock since he saw her in the tunnel. ’

Everyone cheered again.

‘Frankly, they’re not playing like a side that went into this leg 4–1 up. They’ve lost every cube of the ice cool they should have had about this game. I mean, all they needed to do was keep their heads, but that’s not happening. At the moment they’re being ripped open by good old‑ fashioned running football. Not passes. Running. Real Roy of the Rovers stuff. When you run at them it’s like you fillet them with a fucking fish knife. They don’t know how to handle a fast‑ running game. And that’s all I’d say to you. Run at the cunts. You get the ball and run at them like Prometheus did when he scored his first goal and I promise you we’ll win this. ’

We went back on the field to find that the local riot police had turned up in force bearing shields and batons and were now facing the Olympiacos fans, on the basis, I suppose, that the Panathinaikos fans were less likely to burn down their own stadium. An acrid cloud of smoke hung like a net curtain and the match restarted with everyone wondering if it would be finished that night.

Mouratidis was still on the field, which struck me as a serious mistake, but I hardly paid this much attention after what I’d just seen in the tunnel. Because surely William Winter had winked at me. Was it possible that he was on our side? I was still trying to get my head around what this meant when the referee blew his whistle. Immediately Olympiacos were on the attack and thanks to Giannis Maniatis they enjoyed their best chance of the night. It should have been a goal, such was the quality of the Greek captain’s effort, with a brace of superb strikes: the first came off Kenny Traynor’s enormous fist and ricocheted straight back at the Greek’s feet; the second strike ought to have been in the back of the net as soon as Maniatis put his boot through it, but somehow Kenny picked himself off the ground, dived again, and this time collected the ball cleanly with two hands. The most astonishing thing was not that Maniatis failed to score but that a man as big as Kenny Traynor could move so quickly; I’ve seen scalded cats move with less speed. And even the Greek captain was moved to go and shake our goalkeeper’s hand after his awe‑ inspiring save.

This single sporting gesture did much to alter the temperature of the match; because having seen their captain shake Kenny Traynor’s hand, the Olympiacos fans applauded him too, as if they realised not only that they’d seen a save of the rarest quality, but that they’d also seen a decent sportsman in the person of their own mono‑ browed captain.

Simon clapped his big hands and shook his head.

‘Bloody marvellous, ’ he boomed. ‘What did I tell you? Sticky fingers. That’s what any great keeper needs. God only knows how that man didn’t score. What a pity that Kenny Traynor isn’t English and that he’ll never grace a World Cup. ’

I didn’t say anything. Even as a Jock myself I couldn’t have argued with that. But that wasn’t what was making me silent. It was the realisation that after what Simon had said I knew exactly how Bekim Develi had been killed; it had been staring me in the face like the Zapruder film for the last hour; not only that but I knew who had killed him, too.

I stayed quite still for a moment, then walked back to the dugout and sat down feeling like a man who has suffered a stroke and for whom half the world has suddenly disappeared. If you had placed a mirror in front of me I would not have seen my own reflection. The noise of the crowd seemed to get sucked up in a vacuum, along with the oxygen in the air around me. On the pitch I could hear the worms crawling through the earth underneath the grass; they were surely better than the people who had killed Bekim. Above me the smoke seemed to roll like thunder through the stadium; it tasted sweeter than the sour flavour that I had in my mouth from knowing what I now knew, beyond any reasonable doubt.

‘You’re in charge, ’ I said. ‘I’m afraid I need to go and speak to someone. Right now. ’

‘Can’t it fucking wait? ’

‘No, it can’t. ’

‘Speak to who? ’ asked Simon as I stalked off. ‘Where the fuck are you going? ’

‘To speak to Mrs Boerescu. I want to ask her something. Maybe she’ll give me a blow job if I talk to her nicely. ’

Charlie and two of Vik’s bodyguards were standing at the end of the corridor that led to his box, watching the match through the open door of another box which was not occupied.

‘Everything all right, boss? ’ asked Charlie.

‘I’ll tell you in a minute, Charlie, after I’ve spoken to my boss. ’

‘Mr Sokolnikov, right. Just let me know if you want my help for anything else. I like working for you, Mr Manson. You’re a good guy. ’

‘Thanks, Charlie. ’

The bodyguards nodded silently and I nodded back, wondering if they were armed and what they might have done if they had known what was in my mind; only it wasn’t them who gave me pause for thought as I opened the door to the box, but Louise. I’d forgotten that Vik had invited her to watch the match with him and she was the only person in that room whose good opinion of me really mattered. About Vik, Phil, Kojo Ironsi, Gustave Haak and his diminutive toady, Cooper Lybrand, I couldn’t have cared less.

‘Scott, ’ said Vik. ‘What the hell are you doing here? ’

‘Yes, ’ said Phil. ‘Surely you must have missed the all‑ important goal. ’

‘What goal? ’ I asked.

‘Ayrton Taylor just scored from thirty yards, ’ said Phil. ‘While you were probably climbing all those stairs. ’

‘What? ’

Kojo swatted something invisible with his fly‑ whisk. ‘It was a beautiful strike, ’ he said, quietly. ‘Almost as good as the one scored by Prometheus. ’

I walked to the window and stared down from the gods at the pitch where Ayrton was still sprinting around the pitch perimeter, spinning an orange City football shirt in his hand like it was a lasso, and probably earning himself a yellow in the process. At last the Olympiacos fans had become silent. ‘Bloody hell. ’

‘That’s right, ’ said Vik. ‘We’re three – nil up. That’s four all on aggregate. If things stay as they are we’ll go through on the away goal we scored last week. Isn’t it wonderful? I don’t know what you and Simon have said to them this past week, but the boys are playing out of their skins. Congratulations. Right now, I couldn’t be more happy. ’

‘That’s right, ’ I said. ‘We will. Jesus fucking Christ. We’re going to qualify. I don’t believe it. ’

‘Even so, ’ added Phil, ‘don’t you think you should be down there on the touchline supporting your team? Advising them? Encouraging them? With all due respect, it’s a little bit early for a celebration. There are at least thirty minutes of the game left to play. ’

My delight in the score line gave way to something much less pleasurable.

‘I didn’t come up here to celebrate, ’ I said. ‘Or to look for any praise, Phil. Not right now. ’

Louise stood up and tried to take my hand; she could see the anger in my face even if the others couldn’t. I took my hand out of hers, kissed her fingers and tried to contain myself for a few moments longer.

‘Then, I don’t understand, ’ said Vik. ‘What did you come for? ’

‘Louise, ’ I said, ‘I think you’d better let us have the room for a moment. You, too, Mr Haak, Mr Lybrand. What I have to say is best kept among the people at this football club. Me, Vik, Phil and Kojo here. ’ I smiled a humourless smile. ‘If you don’t mind. ’

‘Be careful, ’ murmured Louise and went out of the door.

‘I don’t deserve you, ’ I whispered.

Looking more than a little bemused, Gustave Haak and Cooper Lybrand stood up but hesitated to follow her, looking to Vik for their proper cue to stay or leave.

‘Scott, please, ’ said Vik. ‘These gentlemen are my guests. You’re embarrassing me. Whatever this is about, can’t it wait until after the game? ’

‘I’m sorry, Vik, but no, it can’t. You see, if I wait I might just lose a little bit of the anger I’m feeling now and then I might not be able to go through with this. ’

‘That sounds ominous, ’ said Phil.

Vik looked at Haak and Lybrand and nodded. ‘Perhaps, if you guys were to wait downstairs. You’d better tell Louise to wait there, too. ’ He shrugged. ‘I’ll text you all when we’re through in here, okay? ’

‘All right, ’ said Haak and went out of the door, with Cooper Lybrand close on his heels like a small dog.

‘Soccer’s not really my cup of tea, anyway, ’ he said. ‘I prefer baseball. ’

‘Wanker, ’ I muttered, after they’d gone.

‘Your timing stinks, Scott, ’ said Phil.

‘You’re right. But you can’t always time these things to perfection. One minute you don’t know something and then the next it’s like the light goes on and you see everything really clearly but you just can’t wait until the time seems right to do something about it. ’