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Dreambox Junkies

by Richard Raymond

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The Fiction Works - Science Fiction

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The Fiction Works

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First published by The Fiction Works, March 2004

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CONTENTS

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

Chapter 21

Chapter 22

Chapter 23

Chapter 24

Chapter 25

Chapter 26

Chapter 27

Chapter 28

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Chapter 1

She'd gone right back to the McClinic and rescued her brain; you could do that free of charge under the statutory seven-day clause. At last her head felt hers again. No one could say she hadn't given it a chance. Some people couldn't handle Mindseye implants—that was the all-too-human fact of the matter, and she, Processia Roffey, just happened to be one of those unfortunates. It freaked her out, she couldn't cope, so back out the thing had come after barely a day. It would take a lot, a frucking lot, of getting used to at the best of times, having yourself chipped for incoming thoughtmail. And she'd complained about the shitfilters not doing their job, letting ads parade across her psyche all afternoon. One jingle in particular, the very height of whitebread powersoul retrokitsch, had taken up permanent residence, its smirky lyrics etched upon the inside of her skull. Even now, driving home up the Edgware Road and through Maida Vale, it continued to plague her:

SmarTampax for the twenty-first century gir-hirl...

Sma-har-Ta-a-a-a-am-pax for inside infor-ma-tion...

Of course, Mindseye was merely the first stage. Electrotelepathy was as yet in its infancy; you could only receive, like with early TV. The much-vaunted ThoughtNet remained a dream of tomorrow, along with cities on Mars, inoculations against envy, and men you could actually live with.

Her head ached like fruck. And little wonder, with a hole in it. Pain-free Mindseye removal? The analgesics were crap. Her brain, her eyes and her jaw, her back teeth, even—THROB THROB frucking THROB. She couldn't bear to wear her smartspecs, and to have to keep peering at the poky screen of her mobe was to court ocular peril. Serves me right, Sesha thought ruefully. Early adoption's a mug's game. They rush out all this fadgetry and use us as cost-cutting guinea pigs.

Needless to say, this would put her at a grave disadvantage, marketwise, in the event of her moving on from the Institute. If you couldn't wear a Mindseye—your ticket to the brave, brained-up world of the future—bosses, most bosses, soon wouldn't want to know. To quote that famous Bertrand Laurel soundbite: ‘Commerce is combat. '

Not that Sesha would have been contemplating a move, ordinarily. She was happy working for Frances, quite content with the sweet deal all PsyTri employees enjoyed. And they weren't about to dismiss her on incap grounds, claiming a Mindseye as sine qua non. Frances wasn't a bloodshark. Frances Rayle valued people.

But Sesha had nevertheless felt the need for one or two career precautions. For the sake of her resume she had gone along the previous evening to the new McClinic in Bayswater, taking advantage of their special introductory limited-period low-cost implantation offer, having first okayed it with her stars.

Well, so much for frucking astrology.

It had started out as an unpleasant rumour, that Frances had been undergoing anti-age telotherapy and had begun to show signs of that dreadful, dreadful side-effect, Angel Syndrome. And now today Ajit, the London chief, had confirmed it: Frances was being treated for AS at her hideaway in Spain. It was incredible bad luck; AS was so rare. And no one, so far, had recovered from it. How could you not worry?

And yet, perversely, from time to time Sesha still found herself wondering whether in, say, a decade or so, once the ageing process really went to town on her—and telotherapy was no longer so prohibitively expensive—she would herself turn to telothine to try and stablilize her cells’ reparative powers. Probably. Even at the risk of AS? Probably, yes.

Rain coursed across the windscreen, great dirty inky clouds denying the city its sunset, as they had for most of this dull, wet February. The traffic, as ever, was horrendous. Sesha couldn't imagine what it must have been like before Backseat, although half the drivers out there, if surveys were to be believed, got their kicks from leaving it switched off and relying on their own reflexes. At least there were no more meetings to attend for the rest of the week. Renowned for her quirkiness, Frances insisted on a maximum of physprox and as little telepresence as possible, set great store by face-to-faceness. Which was wise, in all probability, but on a day as damp as this, simply disastrous for someone with Sesha's PsyTri profile. For the weather had, yet again, gone and put paid to her Psychotrichological Congruence. Her hair had fallen out of phase with its Quasiplatonic Ideal: that single, ultimate hairstyle maxoptimizing one's attractiveness, self-esteem and all-round wellbeing. Sesha's own QI had been defined as a glossy black helmet-like bob as worn by Louise Brooks, that old-time actress currently enjoying a giddy synthespic afterlife. Sesha's hair being by nature wavy, the requisite sleekness was a challenge to achieve, and rain—excessive humidity, even—was an absolute killer.

Fruck it anyway, Sesha thought, feeling victimized, horribly victimized, being cursed with wavy hair when you were a psychotrichological straightie. Who was that in the mirror? Medusa? She didn't know what she would have done without her mobe. If it found her in this state upon receipt of a vidcall its PhonePhace function would automatically smarten-up her screen image. Mobes were the only friends some people had. Sesha wouldn't place herself in that sad category, quite, but she'd been pretty cut up when her last mobe had haywired.

She had a bedboy coming round at nine but the mood wasn't there, what with the head, eye, and jaw ache, and now acute hair depression to boot. She would reschedule the session, take a good long shower instead, fruck the water meter, take two McSnooze and say good riddance to a bitch of a day. And then, tomorrow, she'd arrange a reconsultation. For it was possible that she had been misdefined. It wasn't unknown—there had been rare cases: the odd erroneously prescribed fringe, cinnabar tints that had proven unquasiplatonic, one or two ill-advised headshaves. The Institute of Psychotrichology had never claimed infallibility; Frances was far too humble to allow that.

The Kilburn High Road, as usual, confined her progress to tiny mad sprints with snail's-pace interludes. And to make matters worse, they'd got rid of that ad for Dial-a-Dong, the bedboy agency. She would miss the familiar vidclip of that guy, Italianate and doubledropdead gorg, boogieing away with a big stiffie bulging out through his lime Lycra kilt. Instead, almost every single roadscreen now proclaimed: <

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DREAMBOX—THE ONLY LIMITATION

IS YOUR OWN IMAGINATION

It was everywhere, now, that slick, mantraic slogan. Mags, NeTV, e-shots puppeting your mobe, hardmail on your doormat. On buses, advertaxis, on the Cricklewood railway bridge wall when you slowed at the traffic lights. Rapped out on the radio. You could even win a Dreambox—or, if you preferred, a genuine original 1975 Texas Instruments vintage pocket calculator—by sending in a snapshot to the Roody Noody Breakfast Competiton, so the tinny tones of her muesli box would remind her every time she filled her bowl.

That would, no doubt, be the next big move after Mindseyes: they'd be expecting you to box up and put in extra hours under chronocompression. Already it was being tried by hardcore workos, cutting-edgers shooting through a whole week of brain toil in one single twelve-hour box binge. But it tended to backfire on the employers, so Sesha had heard. Dreambox use was so addictive that even the most zealous careerists were dropping out like twentieth-century hippies, lost in their personal boxworlds. Sesha wasn't too clued up on Dreamboxes, the finer details of how they worked, although the onslaught of ads had left her vaguely aware that the box used the immense amount of inf available on the Net, plus the brain's own, no less considerable resources, to construct and store a facsim of the real world, a total artificial environment which, when subjected to the Berkeley Effect—whatever the fruck that might be—became a playground for the box user's psyche. Apparently, the human mind found this freedom quite frightening, and fought tooth and nail to keep control, sticking all kinds of barriers in the way of facile wish-fulfilment. Weird. Sesha wondered if she would turn out to be allergic to Dreamboxes also. Well if so, then so be it, fruck it. Too much, it was, even with all her FuShok training. A desert island, she thought desperately. A mud hut. A warm sun. A grass skirt.

“Soon be home, ” sang her car, its dodgy seat sensors for once reading Sesha's stress level with accuracy.

“Soon be home, ” echoed her mobe.

“Soon, ” Sesha agreed.

“Sesha? ” Her mobe—a cool little sixth-gen Hitachi in the style of a 1950s shocking-pink powder compact—knew all about tone of voice, how best to go about troubling her for decisions. Its vocal pattern was that of rock god Janko Brauch, her all-time crush; although the mobe concerned itself with banalities any self-obsessed superstar like Janko would never have given a flying fruck about. " Sesha, your WARMGLOW debit expires this month... you wish to continue? "

“Yes please, ” she said.

Every month Sesha donated a fraction of her salary to WARMGLOW, that convenient, conscience-salving blanket answer to all your charitable impulses. WARMGLOW took the hassle out of doing good. No need to notice street beggars; you'd already done your bit by giving to WARMGLOW. You were told where your money went, although Sesha never got round to perusing the bi-monthly newsbursts. It was the same story with the weekly bulletins from her bookjuicer, tirelessly combing text libraries, extracting kernels of wisdom, key insights. When had she last found the mindtime for an update? But then, didn't that go for everyone?

“Oh, and Sesh... shall I renew your McCops contract? "

She had taken out the extra protection a year ago, after her mobe had alerted her to a local newsbite: her next-door neighbour had been attacked in the underground car park, and said she probably owed her life to their building's McCop. Sesha knew the ‘neighbour’ scam to be a common advertactic, but better a safe stupe than a sorry cynic. So she'd gone out and bought a Heartmonitor Alarm Bra (in Funky Fuchsia) and one of those Pepperspray bodyguard bracelets. But she'd decided against image-grabbing contact lenses, being more concerned with preventing rape than recording it.

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Chapter 2

Sitting shoeless and dry-haired and Congruent at last again in the kitchen of her micrapartment in newly fashionable Cricklewood, chilling out with a Janko Brauch album, refuelling with some transorganic pasta and transorganic pesto and trying to remember who had christened this the Age of Solitary Pleasures, Sesha listened to a report from one of her subselves; she kept a dozen out there trawling the Net for loveleads. Four more hits. Two in the States, one in Germany, one right down in New Zealand, all in search of the perfect partner. A banker, a geologist, an epigeneticist and a ThaIrish Fusion restaurateur.

The geologist, from Maine, was an eighty-three percenter, the most promising compat coefficient in weeks, and Sesha immediately asked for a pic.

Cute, somewhat cute. But too thick-necked for her taste; she didn't even bother to check his Korsch-Wrightson mental stability score. To her lovelead criteria pool she appended Neck Girth. As with so many other criterial elements, she cited Janko Brauch as her template. Janko's neck had been gorg. How old, she wondered, would Janko Brauch have been now, had he lived? Mid-forties? Still a rock god, a viable shigshag?

Sesha winced at her crassness. Poor Janko. The manner of his death had never failed to bring a shudder. Murdered at a gig by a fan of fifteen, a warped little girl with a bowie knife.

A couple of months ago she'd seen a synthesp Janko ‘acting’ in a Wuthering Heights remake. It may have looked just like Janko, with the voice and all the cool moves present and correct, but a computer-assisted guess as to the performance Janko might have given was no real reincarnation of Janko Brauch. They were enormously talented, these Hollywood pixelpuppeteers, but you could always tell a synthesp from a real, live, breathing actor. Always. If you couldn't, you were a stupe. And in any case, the whole idea was gross. She wouldn't normally be caught watching synthpics. She had only looked at that one out of morbid curiosity.

Sipping transorganic red grape juice, Sesha had a quick glance through her idiopape. The big stark headline sent a shiver through her.

'SICK NICK STRIKES AGAIN'

This time Sick Nick had infiltrated the latest in the interminable series of Simon Bermuda spy flicks and, after raping and maiming the suave secret agent, had spent the remainder of the film subjecting the female lead to a particularly unspeakable variety of sexual torture which, mercifully—annoyingly—the ‘pape didn't detail. (Sesha could have got more inf, but she disowned that dark little part of herself. )

As always, when hearing or reading about Sick Nick, Sesha felt nauseated and repelled. And yet, every time she saw a film she found herself half-dreading but half-hoping for Sick Nick to outwit the shitfilters and gatecrash the story and get to work, carving up the characters. (With the exception of anything starring Janko Brauch. She couldn't bear the thought of Sick Nick attacking poor Janko, even his inadequate synthesp. )

Naturally, Hollywood was in two minds about the Sick Nick problem. On the one hand, directors were up in arms about having their work intruded upon, vandalized by this malicious cyberspook, and, as secure quantencryption was still some way off, had begun to insist on a return to the pre-digital age, to shooting films on celluloid and sending them out in cans, and fruck economics. On the other hand, though, boxoffice takings were no longer in so steep a decline. And it was the same with NeTV: viewing figures had held steady now for months. Inevitably, it was widely suspected that the whole thing was a desperate corporate ploy to woo back punters from their Dreamboxes. Not just Sick Nick, but also all those other schoolboy-prank pirate programs, like the roving erotoroutines that hypersexualized every image in their path.

Sesha instructed her mobe to delete Sick Nick from her newstopic pool. Grow up, girl. Okay, so Sick Nick's villainies were only ever virtual, illusory; what the cyberspook perpetrated wasn't real violence, but his acts were still emblematic of actual incidents, of genuine crimes committed every day by some sicko or other somewhere out there in the world. All those awful true-life horrors her mobe filtered out when compiling her ‘pape. She had no appetite for anything too harrowing; why be harrowed? Who wanted to be told and told again that you were living on the thin skin of a big balloon that was being blown up and blown up and stretched beyond its limits, and sooner or later it just had to

burst? She had no time, by and large, for the non-personally-applicable; life was just too frucking short, and News Credibility Analyzer chips were still nowhere near good enough.

She'd deleted Sick Nick three times already. Doubtless she would weaken and reinstate him again in due course. She always ended up missing the frissons. Pathetic.

She asked for Lifestyle. The smartpape obliged, words dissolving into more words. The reading wasn't helping her eye ache, so she opted for audio. To her delight Sesha heard that raw silk was now officially rehabilitated following a period in the aesthetic wilderness. “So, it's bye-bye to bombazine, girls. ” She had always loved the look and the feel of raw silk, and she welcomed it back to her wardrobe's front line. She also made note of another couple of tips for next season: royal blue nylon housecoats and, for the evening, unshaven left armpits.

Declining the chance to win a dream kitchen that would be the envy of all her acquaintances, Sesha checked out Celebs & Goss. She was listening to a frank interview with Cheryl Spleke, the EBC topless newsjockey, on shopping, sex, breasts, and her bulimic son Sholto, when a hi-pri call interrupted. Sesha opened her eyes to find the sleekly-bearded face of Ajit on the screen.

“Processia? "

Ajit had big news. Frances wanted to see her ex-husband. Paul Rayle was living with his new partner and child in, of all places, Hilford Abbots in Cambridgeshire, only a hundred kilometres up the motorway. Hilford Abbots was a craft village, one of those painstakingly quaint touristic backwater enclaves full of dropouts, burnouts, people who couldn't stand the pace. The Luddite element.

Or, Sesha thought, those few among us who have seen sense?

It was common knowledge at the Institute, how Frances had married her domestic, a directionless philosophy graduate twenty years her junior. They had been divorced for some time, after what were, by all accounts, several happy years of union. The reasons for their split were none too clear. In the past, such rifts had often occurred over the issue of children. But these days, with all the nataltech options available, Frances's lack of progeny would seem to be a choice thing.

And now, it was her ex to whom Frances was turning in the throes of her affliction. How, Sesha wondered, would Paul Rayle respond? He was proving difficult to contact; Ajit had tried to get through by all the usual means, but zero joy. Unable or unwilling to answer. Someone would have to go out there. Someone non-ruraphobic; poor Ajit never, ever ventured outside of the city.

Sesha asked Ajit if he had heard any more about Frances's condition. He hadn't. But no news was surely better than bad? And whatever came to pass, it didn't have to mean they would all be out of a job. Not so long as their butts were clean and well-covered. Typical Ajit, thinking of Frances the meal ticket. Frances Rayle was a lovely human being, and was only fifty-six, and AS was a horror. And if the mother of Psychotrichology, with her incredible wealth, with all the medical might she could muster, couldn't beat this thing back, then who could? Frances's research teams had conquered baldness and greyness and other such obstacles to Personal Fulfilment Through Psychotrichological Congruence. (Although, oddly enough, it was taking them an age to perfect a hair-straightening pill. ) Now surely those same scientists, those madly clever people, would be oh-so-hard at work on a cure for Angel Syndrome?

“How's with the CG? ” Ajit wanted to know.

Sesha pulled a face, and drew from her immediate superior a sympathetic grimace.

Someone—indusaboteurs, cranky antibox activists—had managed to get to a whole consignment of PsyTri Pharmdiv's Crowning Glory hair-retention pills and had substituted placebos. Not only would that mean lawsuits from disgruntled scalpsters, but lots and lots of Dreambox junkies getting nasty shocks. For someone had disovered that one half-tab of Crowning Glory, when taken with a thousand-mg Vitamin C capsule, protected you—male or female—from boxmares, kept your dreams nice and sweet; far more reliably, curiously enough, than antideps such as Prozac or Trizac. Now, with only a sugar pill as insurance, all those box users would be open to the ugly side of themselves. Legally, the Institute was only vulnerable on the baldness front. So far as the Dreambox thing went they were untouchable: all packs carried prominent unauthorized use warnings. Crowning Glory couldn't be marketed as a boxdream dethanatizer since drug-assisted box use was currently illegal right across the Union in the wake of a rash of fatalities. Dreamboxes had only been on the market a matter of months, but neural overkill risks had already raised questions in the House, set parents panicking, and contributed more priceless darkside glam than any ad campaign could hope to evoke.

The CG/Vit C cocktail had a reputation as the most effective dethan gear available. Twice as much CG had been shifted since the box junkies had got into using it, and the forecast was that box-related sales would eventually outstrip hair-related. But now, with Crowning Glory proving untrustworthy, they would be switching in droves to rival hair-retention tabs like McKeepit or ReMane.

Sesha had spent half the afternoon, prior to her return visit to the McClinic, doing interviews with news people while suffering hell from her newly-implanted Mindseye. Without openly addressing box users, and thereby flouting the drug & dream laws, she'd had to find away of reassuring both lots of customers, the box freaks as well as the baldinis, that this was just an isolated case, one particular batch, that Crowning Glory was still the number one tab for all your male pattern hair loss or boxdream dethanatization problems.

On top of her spokesperson role, she had been one of those allotted the dreary job of co-ordinating checks on stocks of Crowning Glory to make sure no more unpleasant surprises lay in store for purchasers. But now she was being given something else, something ultimately more important, not to mention far more interesting, and she was grateful as fruck.

“No, but listen, Sesh... about Frances? ” Ajit trotted out that tiresome catchphrase of his: “I've seen the script, and it ends on an up. So Sesh if you could... ” At that point Ajit's image got puppeted by a random gerontocidalist morphomercial. He took on the characteristic sneer. “What do young people think about old people? We think they're disgusting. Especially the ones who expected the State to look after them, who stupidly made no provisions. The parasites. And ugly, so ugly, so ugly and old! You're a burden on the young. We don't want you. Take your scrawny stinking chickenskins out of our sight. ” Eyes blazing, he screamed, “DO US A FAVOUR AND DIE. "

“Fruck off, crunt. ” Sesha told the phony puppet Ajit. Incredibly, this twisted digiterrorism had proved mildly successful in precipitating suicides among the elderly, particularly when more subtle viropirates found their way into NeTV gardening ads and turned some nice old green-fingered Uncle Cardigan into a face-the-facts proselytizer for self-immolation.

“Crawl into your graves where you belong. Think we want you in our world? You think we want to see our taxes pissed away on maintaining your decrepit old carcasses, stinkbreath chickenskins? END YOUR LIFE. One simple way out is to swallow a whole bottle of... ” The shitfilters finally shrugged off the loathsome illegal interloper, and phony Ajit melded back into real Ajit. Grimly he asked, “So who was it got me? "

“Geros. "

He was livid. “Just gimme a line of the fruckers and a spewgun. "

Only there may not have been enough perpetrators to form a line. Any Netgeek hacker anywhere on the planet could unleash a morphomercial. Or an erotoroutine. Or a cyberspook like Sick Nick.

“Tonight, Sesh. Go up there tonight, yeah? "

Sesha nodded. This was for Frances, a personal task, and she wasn't about to let down her boss, aches and pains and hairdepression or no.

She asked to view the file Ajit had sent.

Paul Rayle was thirty-eight and, judging from the pic, a good deal cuter than that thick-necked geologist, partly on account of a degree of natural Congruence: his hair was a mess but it suited him perfectly. And his neck was of a Jankoesque slenderness. There were no pics of partner or kid. In fact the inf was pitifully meagre: just the one old unenhanced snapshot—supplied by Frances herself? —plus the Sheepshitshire address, and something about them scraping a living making and selling wooden furniture.

Sesha studied the photo again. A good, high Symmetrindex. She zoomed in on the mouth, a nice, wide, kind example with generous lippage. Before she knew it, she had asked her mobe for a screening. Her mobe declared that the photo manifested none of the five Korsch-Wrightson indicators of potential personality dysfunction. On the basis of the visual data supplied, Paul Rayle appeared sound.

Immediately, Sesha felt guilty for having the temerity to KW Frances's ex as though he were a lovelead, and tried to appease her superego with a force-of-habit plea. She didn't anticipate any real difficulties, judging from those lips. In fact she looked forward to making his acquaintance. After all, any ex-hub of Frances Rayle had to be someone pretty special, did reason not dictate?

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Chapter 3

Gazing at BoxRuth, at her chunky naked back, its whiteness warmed up by the candlelight; at the red tomboy crop that petered out into down at her nape; at her soft rounded shoulders, the left tattooed with an intricate Celtic design, done long before he'd met her; at where the side of a heavy breast could be glimpsed, with Kali's little fat face nuzzling into it as she took her feed; just standing there looking at the mother of his child, Paulie Rayle felt deeply comforted. Ruth's realitude, her glorious Rembrandt carnality, served as his anchor in this omniverse bereft of absolutes.

All those others, all the BoxRuths he had encountered thus far were equally Ruthesque, the whole ascending chain of them. No diminution, no noticeable increment; just Ruth, again and again, at every level. The thread that held his dreams together.

“Well go on, then, if you're going. ” BoxRuth was irritated; it dulled her eyes and soured her voice.

Paulie hated it when things were less than fine between the two of them. While from BoxRuth's point of view he would be gone for no more than twelve hours—the maximum period recommended by the manufacturer—subjectively, he would be away much longer. Chronocompression was advan

cing exponentially. Last time he'd heard the technews they'd been shipping boxes—the latest Sonys, Shintubes, Bengt & Anderssens—that could do you half a day in sixty minutes.

Paulie asked, “Will you be okay while I'm gone? "

“No. ” She turned on the sarc. “I'm fucking helpless. You'll have to give up going on that thing and help me look after Kali. ” Glancing round, she did her can't-you-see-I'm-kidding face. “Go on! I'll be fine. "

Why did he have to put her through this pathetic, apologetic ritual every time he boxed up?

“What's happened to giving us a kiss before you go? You always used to come and give me a kiss. Sometimes I think... ” Ruth's voice cracked, and she looked away into the air, as though struggling to rein things in, certain things, and then she looked back at Paulie. “It's like sometimes... "

Paulie said simply, “Then I won't go. "

“Don't be stupid. ” Ruth rocked the baby in her arms, even though little Kali was already fast asleep, hooked up to her breast just as snugly as he hooked up to his box. “Only it's like... it's not going to be forever, this, is it? I don't know, sometimes I think we're drifting apart. We want different things. "

“No. "

Paulie didn't know what else to say. But on the other hand, words were cheap, as Ruth herself would have been quick to remind him. And when she was in this mood, in this state of mind, there was no arguing with her. Was this, then, her genuine self, coming through at these moments? Should he take these to be her true feelings? Was this the real soul inside her, suffering because of his selfishness?

He put down the box and got up, went across to her, kissed Ruth's forehead, kissed his daughter, delighting in the delicious baby smell, Kali's fresh baby skin.

Ruth turned away. “Look just go. Just leave us alone. "

He touched her arm. She shrugged his hand away.

Before he could stop himself, he said, “Well why did you buy me the box? You might have known how it would end up. "

“Fuck off. "

Ruth walked out and, only because of the baby, closed the door quietly instead of slamming it.

Paulie felt wretched. There he would be, lying boxed up and out of it, REM-ing and drooling saliva. Box users were known for their drooling, slack mouths. Ruth hadn't told him how ugly and stupid he looked, lying there just like every other box junkie, but he knew that was the spectacle he presented.

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