НЕТ – МЕНЯ ЗВЕРЬ ХОЛОДНЫЙ И ЖЕСТОКИЙ ТЫ БЕЗ ЗАПЯТЫХ НЕ РАЗЖАЛОБИШЬ

Hello, Anya!

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НЕТ – МЕНЯ ЗВЕРЬ ХОЛОДНЫЙ И ЖЕСТОКИЙ ТЫ БЕЗ ЗАПЯТЫХ НЕ РАЗЖАЛОБИШЬ

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I am trying to explain my opinion to you.

You are my sister and you were a very close and important person to me.

During last ten years, and maybe last 15 years we did not talk almost at all, we haven't had anything that could unite us, and our lives have gone along different ways.

It seems to me that you have changed very much. When we talked one-two years ago(before you moved to Pastor' place), I thought that you were a absolutely different person, however not the same whom person I knew a long time ago.

The situation became much better when you moved to the Pastor – Anya, who you were before is returning to us.

You are in a extremly hard condition right now. I want to help you, but one circumstance stops me: I am not sure which sister I am going to help?

May be another one will be back – I don't want it!

One of the тыфsigns that lead me to believe that you are unwell is that you claim with absolute confidence that somebody else (your mother, I and your father ) are at fault for your problems, but not you yourself.

I can imagine that an adult person may be in the condition where he or she is not able to manage life during the course of several days, weeks, even several months or a year… But YOU were absent ten years as a minimum.

I can admit that your mother made some mistakes in some documents, and in her communication with Banks, officials, and Child Protect Service; but YOU needed to explain to her and to correct it. She had invested into your house everything that she earned in her 60's.

I also admit that the Police, Court, and Hospital could have interpreted some your actions or behaviour, or absence of some actonswrong, but you should have tried to prove and prove again, that you were and are a good mother. You could not do it.

YOU had not been working for many years, YOU did not try to improve the situation,

and it became worse and worse. You were absent.

One more note. We received some property from our parents – it was at the most important time of our lives, at the begining of our independent life. As for me,

I think that we – you and I – have no right to ask for more now.

When you refuse to understand that and demand your part of the Moscow appartment, which belongs to other people (even they are your closest relatives) – it is evidence for me to how you and I understand life. There is big difference.

It seems to me that your understanding is not adequate and therefore wrong.

I have no other explanation for your problems besides the changing of your personality as the result of long term alcohol usage. I know what I am talking about. I was on that side as well, and it was miracle that I had returned back.

Your drinking which transfered itself into alcoholism is not only your fault. I think that it isyour fault in less extent than it usuallyhappens. There were lot of reasons, there are as follows:

- Illnes in your early childhood;

- Some features of your father's education;

- Elite school #2;

- Influence of the so-called, 'Aunt Tanya':

- Your beauty and charm, charisma;

- The disastrous role of your first husband Andrey in your fate.

All of these reasons had a sad roles in your condition. However, the main reason to it all was the change i your personality, and that's why you lost your job at first, then your child, and then your houseand health.

What is worse of all, that you can not realize your responsibility for what had happened (look at the last three lines of the prior paragraph). It is the main sign for me that you are in bad condition till now. But if it is right, the help that you need now is much more serious than you think it is. Otherwise you will talk

me

in the same manner asabout your mother. And I will be in debt toyou?

And, of course, plans of co-signing of financial documents can be done

after you stop abusing your mom, your father and me. You started to talk about

our «agreement against you». And you have threatened all of us.

Maybe, you need to sign the paper that both of you has no financial commitments to each other with your mother. It is the question for disscussion.

I think how it is good to live in love and friendship, helping each other.

To help each other means to try to understand another person, step by step, try to becloser to him (or her). It is a mutual processes. It is very important. It is easy to understand, but the walls which we build ourselves are too high sometimes. God has each page of our life clean – therefore there is no such time when it could be too late to start.

Talk about the whole text with Anthony from the begining to the end.

I am very glad that such person as Tony appeared in your life, and it means

in our lives too.

2015-12-18

Your sister Jane

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