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“Lilies of the field. ” “Denham's. ”

“Lilies, I said! ”

The people stared.

“Call the guard. ”

“The man's off—”

“Knoll View! ”

The train hissed to its stop.

“Knoll View! ” A cry.

“Denham's. ” A whisper.

Montag's mouth barely moved. “Lilies... ”

The train door whistled open. Montag stood. The door gasped, started shut. Only then. did he leap past the other passengers, screaming in his mind, plunge through the slicing door only in time. He ran on the white tiles up through the tunnels, ignoring the escalators, because he wanted to feel his feet-move, arms swing, lungs clench, unclench, feel his throat go raw with air. A voice drifted after him, “Denham's Denham's Denham's, ” the train hissed like a snake. The train vanished in its hole.

“Who is it? ”

“Montag out here. ”

“What do you want? ”

“Let me in. ”

“I haven't done anything l”

“I'm alone, dammit! ”

“You swear it? ”

“I swear! ”

The front door opened slowly. Faber peered out, looking very old in the light and very fragile and very much afraid. The old man looked as if he had not been out of the house in years. He and the white plaster walls inside were much the same. There was white in the flesh of his mouth and his cheeks and his hair was white and his eyes had faded, with white in the vague blueness there. Then his eyes touched on the book under Montag's arm and he did not look so old any more and not quite as fragile. Slowly his fear went.

“I'm sorry. One has to be careful. ”

He looked at the book under Montag's arm and could not stop. “So it's true. ”

Montag stepped inside. The door shut.

“Sit down. ” Faber backed up, as if he feared the book might vanish if he took his eyes from it. Behind him, the door to a bedroom stood open, and in that room a litter of machinery and steel tools was strewn upon a desk-top. Montag had only a glimpse, before Faber, seeing Montag's attention diverted, turned quickly and shut the bedroom door and stood holding the knob with a trembling hand. His gaze returned unsteadily to Montag, who was now seated with the book in his lap. “The book-where did you-? ”

“I stole it. ”

Faber, for the first time, raised his eyes and looked directly into Montag's face. “You're brave. ”

“No, ” said Montag. “My wife's dying. A friend of mine's already dead. Someone who may have been a friend was burnt less than twenty-four hours ago. You're the only one I knew might help me. To see. To see.. ”

Faber's hands itched on his knees. “May I? ”

“Sorry. ” Montag gave him the book.

“It's been a long time. I'm not a religious man. But it's been a long time. ” Faber turned the pages, stopping here and there to read. “It's as good as I remember. Lord, how they've changed itin our ‘parlours’ these days. Christ is one of the ‘family’ now. I often wonder it God recognizes His own son the way we've dressed him up, or is it dressed him down? He's a regular peppermint stick now, all sugar-crystal and saccharine when he isn't making veiled references to certain commercial products that every worshipper absolutely needs. ” Faber sniffed the book. “Do you know that books smell like nutmeg or some spice from a foreign land? I loved to smell them when I was a boy. Lord, there were a lot of lovely books once, before we let them go. ” Faber turned the pages. “Mr. Montag, you are looking at a coward. I saw the way things were going, a long time back. I said nothing. I'm one of the innocents who could have spoken up and out when no one would listen to the ‘guilty, ’ but I did not speak and thus became guilty myself. And when finally they set the structure to burn the books, using the, firemen, I grunted a few times and subsided, for there were no others grunting or yelling with me, by then. Now, it's too late. ” Faber closed the Bible. “Well—suppose you tell me why you came here? ”

“Nobody listens any more. I can't talk to the walls because they're yelling at me. I can't talk to my wife; she listens to the walls. I just want someone to hear what I have to say. And maybe if I talk long enough, it'll make sense. And I want you to teach me to understand what I read. ”

Faber examined Montag's thin, blue-jowled face. “How did you get shaken up? What knocked the torch out of your hands? ”

“I don't know. We have everything we need to be happy, but we aren't happy. Something's missing. I looked around. The only thing I positively knew was gone was the books I'd burned in ten or twelve years. So I thought books might help. ”

“You're a hopeless romantic, ” said Faber. “It would be funny if it were not serious. It's not books you need, it's some of the things that once were in books. The same things could be in the ‘parlour families’ today. The same infinite detail and awareness could be projected through the radios and televisors, but are not. No, no, it's not books at all you're looking for! Take it where you can find it, in old phonograph records, old motion pictures, and in old friends; look for it in nature and look for it in yourself. Books were only one type of receptacle where we stored a lot of things we were afraid we might forget. There is nothing magical in them at all. The magic is only in what books say, how they stitched the patches of the universe together into one garment for us. Of course you couldn't know this, of course you still can't understand what I mean when I say all this. You are intuitively right, that's what counts. Three things are missing.

“Number one: Do you know why books such as this are so important? Because they have quality. And what does the word quality mean? To me it means texture. This book has pores. It has features. This book can go under the microscope. You'd find life under the glass, streaming past in infinite profusion. The more pores, the more truthfully recorded details of life per square inch you can get on a sheet of paper, the more ‘literary’ you are. That's my definition, anyway. Telling detail. Fresh detail. The good writers touch life often. The mediocre ones run a quick hand over her. The bad ones rape her and leave her for the flies.

“So now do you see why books are hated and feared? They show the pores in the face of life. The comfortable people want only wax moon faces, poreless, hairless, expressionless. We are living in a time when flowers are trying to live on flowers, instead of growing on good rain and black loam. Even fireworks, for all their prettiness, come from the chemistry of the earth. Yet somehow we think we can grow, feeding on flowers and fireworks, without completing the cycle back to reality. Do you know the legend of Hercules and Antaeus, the giant wrestler, whose strength was incredible so long as he stood firmly on the earth. But when he was held, rootless, in mid-air, by Hercules, he perished easily. If there isn't something in that legend for us today, in this city, in our time, then I am completely insane. Well, there we have the first thing I said we needed. Quality, texture of information. ”

“And the second? ”

“Leisure. ”

“Oh, but we've plenty of off-hours. ”

“Off-hours, yes. But time to think? If you're not driving a hundred miles an hour, at a clip where you can't think of anything else but the danger, then you're playing some game or sitting in some room where you can't argue with the fourwall televisor. Why? The televisor is ‘real. ’ It is immediate, it has dimension. It tells you what to think and blasts it in. It must be, right. It seems so right. It rushes you on so quickly to its own conclusions your mind hasn't time to protest, ‘What nonsense! '”

“Only the ‘family’ is ‘people. ’”

“I beg your pardon? ”

“My wife says books aren't ‘real. ’”

“Thank God for that. You can shut them, say, ‘Hold on a moment. ’ You play God to it. But who has ever torn himself from the claw that encloses you when you drop a seed in a TV parlour? It grows you any shape it wishes! It is an environment as real as the world. It becomes and is the truth. Books can be beaten down with reason. But with all my knowledge and scepticism, I have never been able to argue with a one-hundred-piece symphony orchestra, full colour, three dimensions, and I being in and part of those incredible parlours. As you see, my parlour is nothing but four plaster walls. And here” He held out two small rubber plugs. “For my ears when I ride the subway-jets. ”

“Denham's Dentifrice; they toil not, neither do they spin, ” said Montag, eyes shut. “Where do we go from here? Would books help us? ”

“Only if the third necessary thing could be given us. Number one, as I said, quality of information. Number two: leisure to digest it. And number three: the right to carry out actions based on what we learn from the inter-action of the first two. And I hardly think a very old man and a fireman turned sour could do much this late in the game... ”

“I can get books. ”

“You're running a risk. ”

“That's the good part of dying; when you've nothing to lose, you run any risk you want. ”

“There, you've said an interesting thing, ” laughed Faber, “without having read it! ”

“Are things like that in books. But it came off the top of my mind! ”

“All the better. You didn't fancy it up for me or anyone, even yourself. ”

Montag leaned forward. “This afternoon I thought that if it turned out that books were worth while, we might get a press and print some extra copies—”

“ We? ”

“You and I”

“Oh, no! ” Faber sat up.

“But let me tell you my plan—”

“If you insist on telling me, I must ask you to leave. ”

“But aren't you interested? ”

“Not if you start talking the sort of talk that might get me burnt for my trouble. The only way I could possibly listen to you would be if somehow the fireman structure itself could be burnt. Now if you suggest that we print extra books and arrange to have them hidden in firemen's houses all over the country, so that seeds of suspicion would be sown among these arsonists, bravo, I'd say! ”

“Plant the books, turn in an alarm, and see the firemen's houses bum, is that what you mean? ”

Faber raised his brows and looked at Montag as if he were seeing a new man. “I was joking. ”

“If you thought it would be a plan worth trying, I'd have to take your word it would help. ”

“You can't guarantee things like that! After all, when we had all the books we needed, we still insisted on finding the highest cliff to jump off. But we do need a breather. We do need knowledge. And perhaps in a thousand years we might pick smaller cliffs to jump off. The books are to remind us what asses and fools we are. They're Caesar's praetorian guard, whispering as the parade roars down the avenue, ‘Remember, Caesar, thou art mortal. ’ Most of us can't rush around, talking to everyone, know all the cities of the world, we haven't time, money or that many friends. The things you're looking for, Montag, are in the world, but the only way the average chap will ever see ninety-nine per cent of them is in a book. Don't ask for guarantees. And don't look to be saved in any one thing, person, machine, or library. Do your own bit of saving, and if you drown, at least die knowing you were headed for shore. ”

Faber got up and began to pace the room.

“Well? ” asked Montag.

“You're absolutely serious? ”

“Absolutely. ”

“It's an insidious plan, if I do say so myself. ” Faber glanced nervously at his bedroom door. “To see the firehouses burn across the land, destroyed as hotbeds of treason. The salamander devours his tail! Ho, God! ”

“I've a list of firemen's residences everywhere. With some sort of underground”

“Can't trust people, that's the dirty part. You and I and who else will set the fires? ”

“Aren't there professors like yourself, former writers, historians, linguists...? ”

“Dead or ancient. ”

“The older the better; they'll go unnoticed. You know dozens, admit it! ”

“Oh, there are many actors alone who haven't acted Pirandello or Shaw or Shakespeare for years because their plays are too aware of the world. We could use their anger. And we could use the honest rage of those historians who haven't written a line for forty years. True, we might form classes in thinking and reading. ”

“Yes! ”

“But that would just nibble the edges. The whole culture's shot through. The skeleton needs melting and re-shaping. Good God, it isn't as simple as just picking up a book you laid down half a century ago. Remember, the firemen are rarely necessary. The public itself stopped reading of its own accord. You firemen provide a circus now and then at which buildings are set off and crowds gather for the pretty blaze, but it's a small sideshow indeed, and hardly necessary to keep things in line. So few want to be rebels any more. And out of those few, most, like myself, scare easily. Can you dance faster than the White Clown, shout louder than ‘Mr. Gimmick’ and the parlour ‘families’? If you can, you'll win your way, Montag. In any event, you're a fool. People are having fun”

“Committing suicide! Murdering! ”

A bomber flight had been moving east all the time they talked, and only now did the two men stop and listen, feeling the great jet sound tremble inside themselves.

“Patience, Montag. Let the war turn off the ‘families. ’ Our civilization is flinging itself to pieces. Stand back from the centrifuge. ”

“There has to be someone ready when it blows up. ”

“What? Men quoting Milton? Saying, I remember Sophocles? Reminding the survivors that man has his good side, too? They will only gather up their stones to hurl at each other. Montag, go home. Go to bed. Why waste your final hours racing about your cage denying you're a squirrel? ”

“Then you don't care any more? ”

“I care so much I'm sick. ”

“And you won't help me? ”

“Good night, good night. ”

Montag's hands picked up the Bible. He saw what his hands had done and he looked surprised.

“Would you like to own this? ”

Faber said, “I'd give my right arm. ”

Montag stood there and waited for the next thing to happen. His hands, by themselves, like two men working together, began to rip the pages from the book. The hands tore the flyleaf and then the first and then the second page.

“Idiot, what're you doing! ” Faber sprang up, as if he had been struck. He fell, against Montag. Montag warded him off and let his hands continue. Six more pages fell to the floor. He picked them up and wadded the paper under Faber's gaze.

“Don't, oh, don't! ” said the old man.

“Who can stop me? I'm a fireman. I can bum you! ”

The old man stood looking at him. “You wouldn't. ”

“I could! ”

“The book. Don't tear it any more. ” Faber sank into a chair, his face very white, his mouth trembling. “Don't make me feel any more tired. What do you want? ”

“I need you to teach me. ”

“All right, all right. ”

Montag put the book down. He began to unwad the crumpled paper and flatten it out as the old man watched tiredly.

Faber shook his head as if he were waking up.

“Montag, have you some money? ”

“Some. Four, five hundred dollars. Why? ”

“Bring it. I know a man who printed our college paper half a century ago. That was the year I came to class at the start of the new semester and found only one student to sign up for Drama from Aeschylus to O'Neill. You see? How like a beautiful statue of ice it was, melting in the sun. I remember the newspapers dying like huge moths. No one wanted them back. No one missed them. And the Government, seeing how advantageous it was to have people reading only about passionate lips and the fist in the stomach, circled the situation with your fire-eaters. So, Montag, there's this unemployed printer. We might start a few books, and wait on the war to break the pattern and give us the push we need. A few bombs and the ‘families’ in the walls of all the houses, like harlequin rats, will shut up! In silence, our stage-whisper might carry. ”

They both stood looking at the book on the table.

“I've tried to remember, ” said Montag. “But, hell, it's gone when I turn my head. God, how I want something to say to the Captain. He's read enough so he has all the answers, or seems to have. His voice is like butter. I'm afraid he'll talk me back the way I was. Only a week ago, pumping a kerosene hose, I thought: God, what fun! ”

The old man nodded. “Those who don't build must burn. It's as old as history and juvenile delinquents. ”

“So that's what I am. ”

“There's some of it in all of us. ”

Montag moved towards the front door. “Can you help me in any way tonight, with the Fire Captain? I need an umbrella to keep off the rain. I'm so damned afraid I'll drown if he gets me again. ”

The old man said nothing, but glanced once more nervously, at his bedroom. Montag caught the glance. “Well? ”

The old man took a deep breath, held it, and let it out. He took another, eyes closed, his mouth tight, and at last exhaled. “Montag... ”

The old man turned at last and said, “Come along. I would actually have let you walk right out of my house. I am a cowardly old fool. ”

Faber opened the bedroom door and led Montag into a small chamber where stood a table upon which a number of metal tools lay among a welter of microscopic wire-hairs, tiny coils, bobbins, and crystals.

“What's this? ” asked Montag.

“Proof of my terrible cowardice. I've lived alone so many years, throwing images on walls with my imagination. Fiddling with electronics, radio-transmission, has been my hobby. My cowardice is of such a passion, complementing the revolutionary spirit that lives in its shadow, I was forced to design this. ”

He picked up a small green-metal object no larger than a. 22 bullet.

“I paid for all this-how? Playing the stock-market, of course, the last refuge in the world for the dangerous intellectual out of a job. Well, I played the market and built all this and I've waited. I've waited, trembling, half a lifetime for someone to speak to me. I dared speak to no one. That day in the park when we sat together, I knew that some day you might drop by, with fire or friendship, it was hard to guess. I've had this little item ready for months. But I almost let you go, I'm that afraid! ”

“It looks like a Seashell radio. ”

“And something more! It listens! If you put it in your ear, Montag, I can sit comfortably home, warming my frightened bones, and hear and analyse the firemen's world, find its weaknesses, without danger. I'm the Queen Bee, safe in the hive. You will be the drone, the travelling ear. Eventually, I could put out ears into all parts of the city, with various men, listening and evaluating. If the drones die, I'm still safe at home, tending my fright with a maximum of comfort and a minimum of chance. See how safe I play it, how contemptible I am? ”

Montag placed the green bullet in his ear. The old man inserted a similar object in his own ear and moved his lips.

“Montag! ”

The voice was in Montag's head.

“I hear you! ”

The old man laughed. “You're coming over fine, too! ” Faber whispered, but the voice in Montag's head was clear. “Go to the firehouse when it's time. I'll be with you. Let's listen to this Captain Beatty together. He could be one of us. God knows. I'll give you things to say. We'll give him a good show. Do you hate me for this electronic cowardice of mine? Here I am sending you out into the night, while I stay behind the lines with my damned ears listening for you to get your head chopped off. ”

“We all do what we do, ” said Montag. He put the Bible in the old man's hands. “Here. I'll chance turning in a substitute. Tomorrow—”

“I'll see the unemployed printer, yes; that much I can do. ”

“Good night, Professor. ”

“Not good night. I'll be with you the rest of the night, a vinegar gnat tickling your ear when you need me. But good night and good luck, anyway. ”

The door opened and shut. Montag was in the dark street again, looking at the world.

You could feel the war getting ready in the sky that night. The way the clouds moved aside and came back, and the way the stars looked, a million of them swimming between the clouds, like the enemy discs, and the feeling that the sky might fall upon the city and turn it to chalk dust, and the moon go up in red fire; that was how the night felt.

Montag walked from the subway with the money in his pocket (he had visited the bank which was open all night and every night with robot tellers in attendance) and as he walked he was listening to the Seashell radio in one car... “We have mobilized a million men. Quick victory is ours if the war comes... ” Music flooded over the voice quickly and it was gone.

“Ten million men mobilized, ” Faber's voice whispered in his other ear. “But say one million. It's happier. ”

“Faber? ”

“Yes? ”

“I'm not thinking. I'm just doing like I'm told, like always. You said get the money and I got it. I didn't really think of it myself. When do I start working things out on my own? ”

“You've started already, by saying what you just said. You'll have to take me on faith. ”

“I took the others on faith! ”

“Yes, and look where we're headed. You'll have to travel blind for a while. Here's my arm to hold on to. ”

“I don't want to change sides and just be told what to do. There's no reason to change if I do that. ”

“You're wise already! ”

Montag felt his feet moving him on the sidewalk. toward his house. “Keep talking. ”

“Would you like me to read? I'll read so you can remember. I go to bed only five hours a night. Nothing to do. So if you like; I'll read you to sleep nights. They say you retain knowledge even when you're sleeping, if someone whispers it in your ear. ”

“Yes. ”

“Here. ” Far away across town in the night, the faintest whisper of a turned page. “The Book of Job. ”

The moon rose in the sky as Montag walked, his lips moving just a trifle.

He was eating a light supper at nine in the evening when the front door cried out in the hall and Mildred ran from the parlour like a native fleeing an eruption of Vesuvius. Mrs. Phelps and Mrs. Bowles came through the front door and vanished into the volcano's mouth with martinis in their hands: Montag stopped eating. They were like a monstrous crystal chandelier tinkling in a thousand chimes, he saw their Cheshire Cat smiles burning through the walls of the house, and now they were screaming at each other above the din. Montag found himself at the parlour door with his food still in his mouth.

“Doesn't everyone look nice! ”

“Nice. ”

“You look fine, Millie! ”

“Fine. ”

“Everyone looks swell. ”

“Swell!

“Montag stood watching them.

“Patience, ” whispered Faber.

“I shouldn't be here, ” whispered Montag, almost to himself. “I should be on my way back to you with the money! ” “Tomorrow's time enough. Careful! ”

“Isn't this show wonderful? ” cried Mildred. “Wonderful! ”

On one wall a woman smiled and drank orange juice simultaneously. How does she do both at once, thought Montag, insanely. In the other walls an X-ray of the same woman revealed the contracting journey of the refreshing beverage on its way to her delightful stomach! Abruptly the room took off on a rocket flight into the clouds, it plunged into a lime-green sea where blue fish ate red and yellow fish. A minute later, Three White Cartoon Clowns chopped off each other's limbs to the accompaniment of immense incoming tides of laughter. Two minutes more and the room whipped out of town to the jet cars wildly circling an arena, bashing and backing up and bashing each other again. Montag saw a number of bodies fly in the air.

“Millie, did you see that? ”

“I saw it, I saw it! ”

Montag reached inside the parlour wall and pulled the main switch. The images drained away, as if the water had been let out from a gigantic crystal bowl of hysterical fish.

The three women turned slowly and looked with unconcealed irritation and then dislike at Montag.

“When do you suppose the war will start? ” he said. “I notice your husbands aren't here tonight? ”

“Oh, they come and go, come and go, ” said Mrs. Phelps. “In again out again Finnegan, the Army called Pete yesterday. He'll be back next week. The Army said so. Quick war. Forty-eight hours they said, and everyone home. That's what the Army said. Quick war. Pete was called yesterday and they said he'd be, back next week. Quick... ”

The three women fidgeted and looked nervously at the empty mud-coloured walls.

“I'm not worried, ” said Mrs. Phelps. “I'll let Pete do all the worrying. ” She giggled. “I'll let old Pete do all the worrying. Not me. I'm not worried. ”

“Yes, ” said Millie. “Let old Pete do the worrying. ”

“It's always someone else's husband dies, they say. ”

“I've heard that, too. I've never known any dead man killed in a war. Killed jumping off buildings, yes, like Gloria's husband last week, but from wars? No. ”

“Not from wars, ” said Mrs. Phelps. “Anyway, Pete and I always said, no tears, nothing like that. It's our third marriage each and we're independent. Be independent, we always said. He said, if I get killed off, you just go right ahead and don't cry, but get married again, and don't think of me. ”

“That reminds me, ” said Mildred. “Did you see that Clara Dove five-minute romance last night in your wall? Well, it was all about this woman who—”

Montag said nothing but stood looking at the women's faces as he had once looked at the faces of saints in a strange church he had entered when he was a child. The faces of those enamelled creatures meant nothing to him, though he talked to them and stood in that church for a long time, trying to be of that religion, trying to know what that religion was, trying to get enough of the raw incense and special dust of the place into his lungs and thus into his blood to feel touched and concerned by the meaning of the colourful men and women with the porcelain eyes and the blood-ruby lips. But there was nothing, nothing; it was a stroll through another store, and his currency strange and unusable there, and his passion cold, even when he touched the wood and plaster and clay. So it was now, in his own parlour, with these women twisting in their chairs under his gaze, lighting cigarettes, blowing smoke, touching their sun-fired hair and examining their blazing fingernails as if they had caught fire from his look. Their faces grew haunted with silence. They leaned forward at the sound of Montag's swallowing his final bite of food. They listened to his feverish breathing. The three empty walls of the room were like the pale brows of sleeping giants now, empty of dreams. Montag felt that if you touched these three staring brows you would feel a fine salt sweat on your finger-tips. The perspiration gathered with the silence and the sub-audible trembling around and about and in the women who were burning with tension. Any moment they might hiss a long sputtering hiss and explode.

Montag moved his lips.

“Let's talk. ”

The women jerked and stared.

“How're your children, Mrs. Phelps? ” he asked.

“You know I haven't any! No one in his right mind, the Good Lord knows; would have children! ” said Mrs. Phelps, not quite sure why she was angry with this man.

“I wouldn't say that, ” said Mrs. Bowles. “I've had two children by Caesarian section. No use going through all that agony for a baby. The world must reproduce, you know, the race must go on. Besides, they sometimes look just like you, and that's nice. Two Caesarians tamed the trick, yes, sir. Oh, my doctor said, Caesarians aren't necessary; you've got the, hips for it, everything's normal, but I insisted. ”

“Caesarians or not, children are ruinous; you're out of your mind, ” said Mrs. Phelps.

“I plunk the children in school nine days out of ten. I put up with them when they come home three days a month; it's not bad at all. You heave them into the ‘parlour’ and turn the switch. It's like washing clothes; stuff laundry in and slam the lid. ” Mrs. Bowles tittered. “They'd just as soon kick as kiss me. Thank God, I can kick back! ”

The women showed their tongues, laughing.

Mildred sat a moment and then, seeing that Montag was still in the doorway, clapped her hands. “Let's talk politics, to please Guy! ”

“Sounds fine, ” said Mrs. Bowles. “I voted last election, same as everyone, and I laid it on the line for President Noble. I think he's one of the nicest-looking men who ever became president. ”

“Oh, but the man they ran against him! ”

“He wasn't much, was he? Kind of small and homely and he didn't shave too close or comb his hair very well. ”

“What possessed the ‘Outs’ to run him? You just don't go running a little short man like that against a tall man. Besides -he mumbled. Half the time I couldn't hear a word he said. And the words I did hear I didn't understand! ”

“Fat, too, and didn't dress to hide it. No wonder the landslide was for Winston Noble. Even their names helped. Compare Winston Noble to Hubert Hoag for ten seconds and you can almost figure the results. ”

“Damn it! ” cried Montag. “What do you know about Hoag and Noble? ”

“Why, they were right in that parlour wall, not six months ago. One was always picking his nose; it drove me wild. ”

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